Day 314: The word Best

•July 21, 2016 • Leave a Comment

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Day 314: The word Best

Reference here: and introduction to this process of defining, redefining and living words: have a look at the SOUL  videos. And reference here to “What Does Best for All Mean?” It was listening to this that I focused on this word Best, and the question of how this word exists within me.

 

Hearing the words Best for All for the first time – in the context of it being a principle of Life – my relationship to words at that time was entirely different: There was me, and then there were words, and I put the words together, and yes there was some understanding, some recognition of the common sense of that, and many insights, but as for this reality of being a life and understanding these words within embracing and living them, meaning no longer with words in separation from me, as I was with words when first I focused on what is best for all, but with words with me as me, and me as I would want to be in them, that who I am in Best is clear – without the reservation – all of that has taken me some time to see.

 

And looking into the word Best I find that here I have stored experiences that does not feel good, that is, in the thought that is hosted by the word Best, and its effects within my body, I realise now that in using this word, it has seemed kind of ineffective or kind of muted and dull within me, and yet I have only been distantly aware of this, and I see now that there was a judgement of self around that point, that I was then seeing my ineffectiveness as a reminder of some unchangeable fact within me, and so suppressing this awareness, rather than slowing it down and questioning what it is that I have accepted and allowed to be contained in and associated to the word Best, that Best would work within me as it does? So into the AS IS of who I am in the word Best, how I have defined myself in Best.

 

Who I am in reluctance to use the word, apply it to myself, apply it to my life, stand within and as the word, embrace it live it: in a thought I see myself like in a detail of a memory, using the word Best almost as if it was a necessary evil, because there was no other choice but to use this word, and somehow in the cover of a passing moment overlook the darker side of me within it, and then deliver it, anyway.

 

I see now how much I have judged Best, where I have connected it to competition, where I have connected it to achievement in the system matrix, where I have connected it to scales of popularity, and then there’s Best behaviour, Best manners, and when I look through these examples I see how much I have reacted to these constructs in retaliation, and within that in experiences of myself in judgement and in blame and in the righteousness of retaliation. And so writing this out, I see some way into a specific conflict that I was only vaguely first aware of – as a discomfort – within my experience of myself in and during using the word Best.

 

In my relationship to system constructs I had formed a personality of retaliation and I had condemned Best within this by association. And yet using the word, I was also living me as these misgivings that were contained by it, believing in my conscious mind that I could brush myself aside in a way within the word, and still be able to use this word effectively. And I had become used to this brushing off, or self suppressing sweep of words, in the process of using them: as if my experience of myself within and as this word did not infect the very meaning of the word to me, and my understanding of what Best might possibly be without all of this material that has gathered into it in the course of life.

 

 

Material: such as relationships to competition, in achievement in the system matrix, or towards celebrity, towards regimes of behaviour and manners is or has been through my time, in reaction to these things, with Best defined outside of me, in this version of Best, as being like the exaltation of winning, being better than others, as an example of most better than others: that Best could not exist defined as this without the existence of others, and these comparisons and competitions. That nowhere in this word – as in so many words – had I questioned that within myself I had no starting point. With Best, I could not embrace it, could not accept it into me when seeing myself within a version of best that I had judged, defined by system, and defined by retaliation and spitefulness, and the experience of giving up or losing.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the word Best, blame it, condemn it, put it in contempt. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define into the word Best, systems of conflict and emotional experience. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this emotional experience to become attached to the meaning of the word Best in my life as I am living it. I commit myself to release myself from these energies and constructs that I have accepted and allowed to exist within the word Best. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to distance myself from the word Best. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look into who I am and how I experience myself in relation to the word Best. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being near to Best, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have risen above Best, not seeing how in my mind I am believing in a version of myself that is already Better than the Best, from which to judge this Best, control this Best with its contents.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can simply use the words that exist within me as components of who I am without seeing realizing and understanding that my very understanding of myself and of the world, of Life, depends upon the state, condition and the AS IS of myself as seen in how I have conditioned words, and then believed in what I mean within them as emotional experience, and avoidance of experience, in systems of my non acceptance of myself AS IS, where in speaking Best, I do not know exactly what I am or who I am, and cannot whole heartedly express what Best may be within itself in essence of communication.

 

And I see now that seeing this ‘Best’ as a trophy in a way, as through the eyes of the system, as an absolute, as – in my mind – that exultant point of winning in a world of beings in hierarchical delusions and systematic conflict. That judgement of the trophy or the object of light sort of placed upon the altar of a global consciousness, yes quite a judgement, that began at source within the very system that I adapted for myself, within me, in which I had raised myself as a god and condemned it all, and yet was obliged to suppress this fact and keep it secret, and protect it: and then not see it all: I could not show myself that I was acting out within my superiority in my mind the very personification of Best as the lens through which I’d see and make my judgements, condemnations.

 

And yet much as I’ve resisted Best, it still implicitly exists within practicality for example in seeing into how a word may be used more effectively – that within that I am looking at a process that I am participating in and seeing that there is communication error/distortion going on within myself and in my speaking, in my expression, that I have the potential to clear these things, make them more direct. And obviously I want to see how I have deceived myself, and so, in acceptance of myself AS IS, allow myself to see it, and change something or correct it, all of this being in view of a better way to do things, a better grasp of things, a more effective way. There are many ways in which efficiency, effectiveness, improvements of a design or system or tool – all of this a drive to make things better – towards what is Best – with Best as a direction, rather than as a finished or concluded object. Best, in consideration of efficiency and effectiveness is for me when I look at it a word that I can embrace whole-heartedly, and already have done in many ways in my life.

 

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Day 313: Troll

•June 13, 2016 • Leave a Comment

 

 

 

 

Day 313: Troll

 

The word Troll, coming through from ancient history and mythology, in which Trolls came to exist, and came to live beneath a bridge, existing as a menace to those who cross…

 

I find it fascinating the way that word histories contain such illustrative seeds of information, such as here, containing relationships to the bridge, and within that, towards a separation, and to the beings attempting to cross, to the land towards which that they are heading. The Troll is like a guard who pops up from under the bridge when he hears the footsteps on the bridge and tries to scare the travellers away, he is quite gruff and emotional, likely to fly into a rage. I mean, otherwise the traveller might just walk through and into the land.

 

Whether it is on a level of consciousness that manifests as YouTube, with the trolls who scuffle down amongst the comment threads, or in the systems of individual mind consciousness in which the inner personalities are struggling to have their day, seeking to emerge through backchats in the mind and somehow or another get some traction: that moment when one perceives a threat of some kind, and then takes it personally, then instigates protection and defense – the fact that our minds have protection mechanisms – means that when I am in and as reaction to a perceived threat or change, no matter if the word has come into my awareness or not, the word protect has certainly been referenced, because how else could Protection be initiated?

 

And that I have taken something personally, stepping into an emotional understanding of the situation, then I have reactivated this word protect as guarding the personality, guarding the world of the mind in which the backchat has this Trolling nature, and so what I have accepted and allowed to exist within the word Protect are in this context systems to support self limitation and giving up on self expansion, or self direction. I have accepted and allowed to exist within me this word as defined not for me in support of me or others and not consciously and deliberately by me, as I would have it to exist, instead I have accepted and allowed this word almost as a ready made component of my mind.

 

So who I am within and as and towards this word, I mean in all of the relationships with protect that I have accepted and allowed and then never really looked at, but have instead taken for granted, and like many other words in my experience of opening them, and de-scribing them, finding them in themselves to be as programmed systems, I find them also everywhere in my life and throughout my life, and I am seeing how they have taken part in my decisions and actions and so manifested in the physical world, and the question of what beneath the veil of ‘granted’ actually exists as a constellation of beliefs and design of energies within the word that I have lived as who I am: here is a blueprint of myself that I can show myself and in seeing specifically who I am within the equations on the blueprint, can therefore change the very components of ‘protect’ that I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself as ready-written, as I have accepted and allowed myself to be within it, within the very cause of this dynamic within my mind, in which I have accepted and allowed protection as a personality that is essentially attackative.

 

 

Reference:  Crucifixion series PROTECTION. Defining, Redefining, and living the word Protection.

 

 

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Day 312: Fresh

•June 12, 2016 • Leave a Comment

 

A moment as I was walking through a doorway, my eye picked up a glance of a window, and as I continued to walk, that glance remained in my attention as a brand new memory. It was kind of abstract in design, a corner of light. And looking at it, I went over it in my mind what was going on, because I recognized within it that there had been a sort of reaching out towards maybe some specific kind of energy, as if it were like a nostalgic opportunity, so interpreting thus in a way I had gone into a judgement of the motives of the mind, and in so doing separated me from seeing that also there was within that, connecting to a feeling from my childhood, a part of who I am that exists within me as fresh and light immediacy with what is here. How to live this word fresh, as the immediacy of what is here, this word that I have lived in times when I was young, like for a moment access into a no-strings-attached perspective of the world. No strings, meaning: unconditional. So it was like a choice that I could go into with this corner of light: as a prospecting energy design in which were available to me hope and longing and regret, reminders of loss, or else a reaction to this in which, and this was what I did, I sort of recognized a signature of this design but then brushed it off, with a judgement, but also made a note of it. And this is the note that I am making here. That it would support me to live this fresh and immediate with what is here, just as I have done before, that I created in me – way back then – this potentiality that is still here for me and as a part of me, something I can now deliberately live.

 

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Day 311: Forgiveness

•June 9, 2016 • Leave a Comment

Day 311: Forgiveness

 

Taking back to me the authority that I had rejected, within which I had trusted in the reality of my rejection of it, in my belief that my authority as awareness of my responsibility could be decided to exist or not exist within my mind: I forgive myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my trust in such belief, that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage my own access to myself in such a way.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stand in faith of judgement as a position of power and control within my mind, as the arbiter of limitation in my world. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have this beingness suppressed, that I have accepted and allowed for me instead of living, to have a scheme of life in which I am not a part of life itself, not here in this reality of life, but as a simulation of it.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed for me to be and to be become a principle of acceptance and allowance within and as the very workings of my mind; I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a comfort zone from this, and all around that comfort zone, that I have accepted and allowed as real, a world of fear.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within and as my very self forgiveness, go automatically into visions of ‘how I should be’ as projected in my mind, and into experience of myself in simulating that, and then within and as that experience, believing who I am within the simulation.

 

Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into this tendency to establish that belief, to validate it in my self forgiveness, not seeing how that still I am drawn towards it, not seeing how I have been satisfied with just a glimpse of me as a potential that exists inside me, that I have not yet lived, that is not yet actually real.

 

Seeing how I have done that, and do do that within my mind, living a life in which I have been satisfied with and excited by potentiality itself as an entertainment in my mind: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow hidden judgement systems to become integrated into my self forgiveness, and into the word Forgiveness, in which I have accepted and allowed the self forgiveness statement to be almost as a prayer in which how ‘I’d like to be’ is like an act of magic in a mind reality, rather than as a creative starting point of questions then of therefore, how to change this, how to practice this, how to build on this, how to make this practically so.

 

 

 

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Day 310: Mistake of Life

•June 6, 2016 • Leave a Comment

 

 

Day 310: Mistake of Life

 

Previous post: the word Mistake. Retrospectively, some of the historical roots of my relationship towards and then in reaction to this word. How my behaviour might have changed in the vicinity of this word, fear, that it might or may suddenly pop up in my life. Really as a point of self honesty; that in fact I am seeing that I did do this, or not to that, and that within all of this there exists a mistake which was my relationship to self honesty, which in seeing something real, rather than simply receiving this information and taking it from there, instead I reacted to this me I saw, and went into and as self blame on the one hand, and formations of self righteousness and blame of others on the other.

Just like the parent/pattern that I had inherited, and accepted, and was looking through the frame of; I was looking at myself and being in judgement of myself, being subject to a power of definition that was not from me cross-referenced with me, as the starting point with me, but from everywhere else but me. That was really like a big mistake, that I had accepted and allowed this inversion of reality, that I was approaching existence itself believing that this being that is who I am is something finished, and the way it is, and within that perspective of it, without an inkling of the power of decision to change it, or to improve it, or expand it.

It was as if I had through subtle cultural osmosis accepted that who I am is ready-made, and then finding that I do not like it much, that all I had then was options to deny it, disguise it, embellish it, become superior to it, somehow get along in avoidance of what it is that exists in the heart of me, rather than seeing that I had accepted and allowed these patterns as a part of me, and that being so, therefore I can change these relationships that make these patterns how they are.

Realisation of such a fundamental mistake at the very outset of my life is like an Oh My God wtf have I done sort of a shock horror moment, when this word mistake is brought alongside these words: my whole life, when all the charged up contents of the word mistake spill forth, and then within and as such chemistry, I am at the edge of living as regret or else depression.

So clearing who I am within and as the word Mistake has been a process of bringing it back into the practicalities of learning, of being simply as an opportunity of learning, and with me, that in my life, that no longer I allow this word to be as a focal point for self incrimination, and fear, that I do not accept or allow any longer these distractions from who I am as real in seeing that yes, that is where I went wrong, did this or didn’t do that, that within all of that, I remain with me, in support of me as actually in fact living the word Learning that is attached and part of me.

 

 

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Day 309: The word: Mistake

•June 4, 2016 • Leave a Comment

 

Day 309: The word Mistake

 

It’s interesting to me that it’s happened a few times when I looked into the heart of a memory and into a specific timeframe moment within it, at the point within that moment, in which I made a significant decision, that what my eyes were focused on, were words, was some physical writing that was before me in the physical world, and persisted in the memory.

 

Same as in this example to come: and even though I see the words upon the paper, I can yet so far within my memory not access the words specifically. But the words together: they represented to me an expression of myself in imaginary skills and ingenuity, as part of a school exam, it had seemed to me this had been a question that was made for me, and I had dived into it, and written extensively.

 

It was a piece of work that I was proud of, and I had been glad to hand the paper in. Getting the paper back, a few days later, was not such a happy story, where instead of good marks or praise, I got instead what felt like a physical assault on my writing; a red diagonal line pressed deep across the page, where what had once been like a reflection of my treasure had been brutally dashed out, I imagined, in a stroke of irritation – as being irrelevant.

 

This example of mistake had been that I had also imagined the exam question, and not double checked what exactly had been asked; in that moment I had been distracted, been elsewhere. In the classroom I was constantly longing for the time to pass, my eyes would rove towards the windows, and a day that was meanwhile going on outside, that I was missing, out there.

 

So I had developed habits of momentarily slipping away, and I was now showing myself that this had got to such an extent that now I had completely messed up this exam. So I was quite alarmed about that, seeing that I had put my trust into an idea in my mind as a reference to what the question was, in reality, and as a consequence seeing and realising the magnitude of this mistake, writ large, in my mind as a reference to the experience that I was as and in, so that the word mistake contained all of this, together with wrong, and I took the teacher’s apparently terse graphic as a judgement on me, I took it as a definition of myself, that who I am through the frame of mistake, seeing that the teacher had no other comment, I interpreted that to be contempt, that is who I am as the self created experience of contemptible, within the domains of my design within and operating as the word Mistake.

 

Looking into it now, it seems astonishing how a miss take could gather up such emotional baggage, where in the simple processes of learning, the miss takes are such natural components. But back then, in this commissioning process in a way, of this, my accepted upgrade of the word mistake, with my experience of myself within it, was one of diminishment and shame.

 

And who I was in relation to the word mistake was to avoid it, to avoid experiences in which the word might arise within me. Structuring the word thus, I was unknowingly setting up a pattern for my future life, in which I was to shape my life by the decisions that I made in relation to learning, where within the learning process there would necessarily arise the word mistake.

 

But back then, or within this memory now, what was going on was that I had taken in judgement of contempt, derived from my interpretation of a single red line of ink, and I had gone into shame, and within that, in relation to shame, it was: keep quiet, keep it secret, from the boys behind my back before whom I had erected a front of understanding to protect me from their taunts.

 

My acceptance and allowance of this whole blame design gave to me the delusion that what I was experiencing was an inner truth about myself, like an unpleasant revelation, and I was upset inside myself with this collapse of good feeling about myself as part of this school experience into a shrinking self contempt, and again, the longing for the time to pass.

 

And walking through the door and down the corridor after the end of the lesson I was being mindful of this new development within me, something serious that I must now take into consideration, as if it were a new fact about this me I did not previously know or realise, but must now accommodate and in that shame I made the decision that I must now get away and be alone.

 

The process of self definition itself: I had given into the hands of others: getting away from proximity with the reactions of others was a priority. Getting away to a place in which I was not being defined, by mockery for example, in the face of which looking back now, I see I had separated from the strength to stand.

 

It was thus to me as if in this alien environment of School, I was like a water that could be poured into a vessel of any shape, and I needed to get away and protect myself from that, consolidate the latest information, see how I could possibly go on, touch base within myself in my relationship to the world, that was beyond the gates of the school, beyond the town, up to the very edge of the sea, where the breathing pulse of crushing waves and cries of birds became like a comfort to me.

 

This was the experience that my longing reached for within the constrictions of the classroom, when my eyes would flick from the clock to the window and then to the sky beyond it. My perch upon the cliffs was like my place upon a stadium to watch the natural powers at work within the world, where through Stadium I fashioned this observational relationship to the world, to the incident of life and to the living edge of darkness.

 

That I was actually creating my life through these words that I was living out, did not occur to me. How through making a miss take in miss reading an exam that I had then, in shame imprinted into the word Mistake my emotional reactions, that would then become from that time onward, until I changed it otherwise, a part of my living vocabulary, was an awareness that I did not have.

 

That my path through life that was to follow on from this would be shaped by my relationship to School and Learning and within that, to Mistakes, was a perspective that I did not have. Immediate developments within my life at school were that I would use my imagination and my ingenuity to fashion systems of truanting and cheating, so as to avoid the experience that I had put into the word mistake.

 

 

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Day 308: The word: Righteous

•May 12, 2016 • Leave a Comment

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Day 308: The word: Righteous

 

The unnoticed and hence unquestioned cramping and distortion of the scope of words in our life plays a big part in depth of communications in the world, and hence in world conflict, world insanity, world incoherence. Seeing that this is a reflection of the consciousness within me that I have accepted and allowed to stand in compliance and conformity with the consciousness of the mainline of the world, the task is here to open up the nature of the consciousness that is contained within the word, and bring questions to it, strengthening ourselves as we learn to stand within and as the question, the last question in the programmed world: Who Am I in relation to this: and what have I accepted and allowed myself to be within this?

 

So many words I gathered up and absorbed and accepted into me as I walked the gridlines, as it were, without a critical perspective, and then went forward into life using these words that I had gathered up as tools of my reality, as found within me, in ‘making do’ with who I found myself to be within them, as part of them, and using them within me in constructions of reasonings, not realising how in any way that in accepting and allowing the limitation of my first experiences of words within my understanding, how I had accepted and allowed a limitation to the scope of my understanding of myself, and within that understanding, keys to access self direction and deliberate self change.

 

 

This word: Righteous. My first experiences of the word righteous as I began to recognise it in my life was in the context of religion, where ‘righteousness’ describes an inner and an outer ‘walking with’ acceptance of a scripture, of a way to be, that is good and right. So considering the provenance of the word ‘righteous’ in my life, what then of it, if I do not accept the scripture any longer, do not accept the values of ‘good’ and ‘right’, having seen that they do not extend into physical reality, do not accept the mind construct of a hierarchical reality, what then of ‘righteous’? It is not that it ceases to exist within me, applied, subsisting only in the world unfolded by the scripture, having no application, because there is the underlying religion of myself, in which experience of myself as ‘righteous’ is as a proclamation of who I am in ‘walking with’ acceptance of the scriptures of my personalities, self images, self programs. And there is an accumulated positive energy experience that I have connected to this self assured self proved self integrity.

 

An illustrated book that I had accepted and allowed to exist within the word righteousness: Images entitled: ‘Fire and Brimstone’, ‘Divine Wrath’, ‘Piousness’, people on raised platforms, pointing at things, the religious ego acting out assumptions of superiority and authority, and written into this, examples of righteousness defined as a willingness to emulate the laws and sayings of the Scriptures, to stand within and as these sayings of ‘How to Live’, sayings of the ultimate reward in tenacity of faith and belief. That standing ‘right’ within the laws of God, one stands in righteousness. So, also, seeing a person acting out on images of self as more important, superior within being right, teaching or preaching or pontificating – there I believe that what I am seeing happening in my perception correlates to these images in my mind that I have labeled, ‘righteousness’. Writing out some of the content of this word as I have allowed it to exist within me, I realise that within the religious context of how I had absorbed the word, I had also taken into me ‘self-righteousness’ as a ‘sin’, and within that, elaborate pre-established justifications of judgement. There was no example of a word within my mind that expressed a relationship of alignment to myself and to the world and reality with it and as it, only this word righteous, based on this religious mind value of ‘right’, having been defined within belief. I can see that looking into me and finding no experience of ‘righteousness’ (as such) going on within me, how then I might have believed it.

 

I am seeing that I have accorded a negative value to self righteousness. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge self righteousness as something ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’, that in seeing self righteousness within me that I have thus accepted and allowed myself to veil it from me with this reference to myself at core within it as being bad or wrong, and that I have accepted and allowed myself to project, blame, and judge others in my world in being ‘self righteous’, as less than who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed for all of this to become systemized as a pattern within me, so much so that I have accepted and allowed such statements as: “I have overcome self-righteousness”, or “I have transcended that.” While all the time not seeing how in all the many ways that I cling to my personal systems, and within myself insist upon the integrity of what I have accepted and allowed, and so I see that as an expression of that insistence I have in no way overcome or transcended self righteousness.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach this bad judgement definition of myself in self righteousness; I see and realise and understand how through this that I have within this accessed a shame of me as bad, and that I have accepted and allowed this reaction to myself to distract me from looking at what systems, structures or designs that I am standing in defense of here, and so direct myself to question such defense, and so move myself towards solution. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in shame as a reaction on seeing myself in a memory acting or speaking in self-righteousness.

 

Thus looking into who I am within accepting the scripture of the backchat, believing that I have overcome, or transcended self righteousness – to learn from this that I can choose to instead of ‘overcome’ or ‘transcend’, to embrace myself within this, that instead of seeing and reacting to evidence of my identity as bad or wrong, I simply look at evidence of what it is that I am showing myself.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to see that ‘self righteousness is bad’ is also an expression of self-righteousness that I have taken into judgement, intrinsic to the judgement, that I am personifying judgment in my inner world, standing on a platform of self righteousness that is an energetic experience of myself in standing integrated as an image of myself within my mind.

 

 

(Eqafe refs: Redefining Integrity: Reptilians 170, 171 )

 

 

 

 

 

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