October 2013 – Adam's Journey Into Life

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Day 221: Investigating Judgement

Moving further into this point of judgement – today again I go into a participation in a momentary imagination developed out of a recent memory, from like only a few minutes previously, in which I suddenly am looking at the image of an other being that I have just been interacting with, and what I am looking at in my mind is a judgement of my expression – it is more or less the same construct going round and round, it’s like I replay the tape more slowly, and essentially I am presenting to myself a ‘terse’ criticism of my behaviour, not from a point of responsibility, but from a point of blame. It’s interesting how I choose to accept the thought ‘this is a judgement’, in which I define myself as victimized by gossip, either internally or externally, no difference from this perspective, whether I am blaming the patterns that I have created and live, or blaming the projections, or blaming actual beings in my external reality, in each of these situations I stand upright as a system empowered by the illusion of being a righteous victim. Here the simple finite thought of ‘being judged’ has now served its purpose, I have gone into reaction and energy production for the fuelling of my mind, and so I do not investigate this thought, do not open it up, do not ask myself who I am in myself in this situation of looking on this thought, this image in my mind, this memory, or this projection – instead what I have done is to make a relationship with it, and with that define myself according to what it is I see before me.

So investigating this, this real, or this imagined judgement of my expression. When I look at this I can see that I have chosen to interpret a point of assistance and support in a negative way, as a judgement – in fact I am reacting to my own self assistance and support. I mean maybe I could consider that there is something that I do habitually in my expression of myself, in which I am not aware, not breathing, or for example go into distraction and not being here? Could it be that all the time I blame the messenger of such points, rather than to see them clearly and consider them from a point of stability. Hence as a point of self correction, I can see that rather accepting and allowing myself to react to judgements, as in for example, feeling them arise within me, and then telling them to fuck off, where within this I am kind of saying I recognize this what is arriving within me as a judgement and I will not accept the disempowerment/experience/reaction that is ‘bound’ to follow, so therefore, thought, get lost – instead I say now come back here, let me see this, let me see what it is that is contained in this, because I see and realise that I am not compelled to be defined by this, I can realign the programming within it, and stand equal to it, neither less than it as victim to it, nor more than it as judge of it. I can in fact return a part of me to me through this that has been as energy in separation.

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Day 220: Writing Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself while in the act of writing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to my judgements of myself within my mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my judgements of myself to obstruct my act of physical writing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the words that I am writing.

I forgive myself that having listened to and considered and then believed the judgements that I have made of me, and that I have then accepted and allowed myself to fear to experience myself, to fear the exposure of my self to me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become overwhelmed by the accumulation of my self judgements.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself in my total being according to the sentences of self judgement that come into my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, in listening to the back -chat in my mind to believe that I am ‘right’ within and as my self judgements. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an illusory sense of power within this righteousness of my self judgement, and for not allowing myself to see the obvious reality of my disempowerment of myself, that I have accepted and allowed myself to be prevented from an act I do for me in writing out myself, and so have accepted and allowed myself to avoid my own solution.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the words that I am writing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words that I am writing. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look upon my writing through the eyes of others. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realise that I am believing in my mind that I can see my writing through the eyes of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I am writing as an act of assistance and support for me of giving me to me, of showing me what it is that I have accepted and allowed as who I am, of giving me the opportunity to look upon the script that I have lived, and so the opportunity to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by judgement, directed by judgement, controlled by judgement, to judge myself within the act of judgement, to be in judgement of myself in my reactions, in my fear, in my speaking, in my responses, in my projections, in my imaginations, in relation to my process, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this judgement of my world and my reality to become established in my life.

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