Day 239: Self Trust Self and Latent Being

•August 14, 2014 • 1 Comment

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Continuation of previous posts Day 237 and 238: Realizing and Living my Utmost Potential

 

I can see how abandoning trust in me, that is in accepting and allowing myself to deliberately let go of the actual truth of me here as the central reference point of my reality – at the time – seemed expedient – seemed almost like a cunning plan – where in letting go of the process of cross reference with me, seemed in my mind like a solution – I could then become the appearance of a self in line with the expectations of others in the locality of my family, such as my ‘father’, as representing my progenitrix, as the programmed path of my life where all that was required was to walk along and renounce the truth of me.

 

Thus within this I had accepted and allowed a state of latency – a sort of brooding experience somehow always there, behind myself – and within this I carried along with me a fear of my own potentiality that lay beyond the impositions of my ‘father’, that lay beyond the conflict of tearing me away from him, a freaky world in which I had no definition.

 

Were this ‘I’ that is being spoken of to be the mind of humanity itself, what then? Where tucked up safe inside, the guilt of self betrayal festers as a guarded secret, where beings peep out through the apertures of consciousness, into an experience as a world where the truth of self is inconceivable, and where actual self respect does not exist.

 

This is the context in which it is an astounding fact that ‘What is Best for All’ as a principle of Life and Living is kind of unheard of in the history of the world – where – considering this – suddenly a glimpse or a fragment of  perspective of a brainwashed civilization for which the basic common sense of our substantial equality here with each other as beings on Earth – has been accepted and allowed as excluded, unconsciously redacted, to be written out of the scope of our reasoning. Rather than being the starting point in our discussion of where to go to from here in a quest to find solutions for all of us and for all life on Earth, instead it is denied or shunned or shrugged off by consensus.

 

A self responsible Humanity is absolutely unknown – this is the era in which we begin to direct the evolution of ourselves – in every detail – there are no spiritual paths, there is no programmed transcendence – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I loosen up my bonds, then I will just somehow gravitate to where and what I was supposed to be, or to potentially become – I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to see that this belief is in itself another programming in which I have looked forward into a future comfort zone of waiting for a change to happen, that having made a little effort that I can then ‘sit back’ and let things take their course.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to look within the ‘sitting back’ and seen the physical expression of the word ‘comfort’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to gravitate towards a comfort zone as a positive energy experience within my mind, and that I have accepted and allowed myself to over ride the truth of me for the sake of this experience.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of this experience of myself within and as this comfort zone. I Breathe. I forgive myself that I have defined the word ‘comfort’ with attached to it a positive energy experience as who I am within comfort, within which I have accepted and allowed a limitation of myself to stay within and as the mind. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined and to be directed by the energetic contents of this word, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize this word so as to protect and justify a positive experience as myself within and as the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a negative energy as fear in relation to the loss of comfort, a negative experience that I have utilized to veto a decision that I have made to move myself within the physical, so that I can continue to live this word ‘comfort’ as I have accepted and allowed it to be.

 

I commit myself to slow myself down within my breath, and to deliberately ask this question of me of what is actually the truth of me in this moment in this situation, to give myself this gift of space for me to be here in patience and in awareness that I can deliberately step by step strengthen my self trust within this.

 

I commit myself to redefine the comfort that I have lived within and as – on a practical level – that checking with my physical that I am in fact relaxed – so that I can move efficiently, or rest efficiently, and checking also that in comfort I am not going into ‘sitting back’ within and as my mind for the purpose of an energy experience.

 

 

 

 

 

EQAFE:

http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.

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Day 238: Future Hope Displacement

•August 5, 2014 • 1 Comment

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Day 238: Continuation of: Realising and living my utmost potential (1)

 

Here in this post I explore some of the issues of self sabotage that I have accepted and allowed within the principle of realizing and living my utmost potential – in which I have projected an idea of myself into a future where I believe I am already living it. By ‘Exploring these issues’ I mean also at the same time, directing them towards and in line with life as what is best for all.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have existed as a personality in which I have animated and embodied a ‘future’ image of myself in my mind – and then in the physical world from this made reference to who I am as according to my intentions and plans– I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have lived for and as an experience of positive energy, not here, and not anywhere really but as a hope filled fiction of what I may be or might be or possibly become, and within this ‘may’ or ‘might’ be, positive appraisals of myself as becoming one and equal to what believe I should be, or believe I am expected to be, rather than learning how to live self forgiveness in my breath here and walk in patience the points in which I see and realize and understand that I have within them aligned myself into and as the energy rather than the physical reality.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within this personality react with impatience towards the actual real pace of changing the points within the physical, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe within this that who I am within and as this personality is capable of instant change and adjustment.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have utilized the energy of hope as a transitional vehicle to make a shift out of a bad feeling and into a good feeling, rather than self honestly looking at the nature of the bad feeling and seeing what its contents are, and simply walking change. Within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what I may or might experience through looking at the bad feeling.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to these good feeling as ‘me’, that I have therefore sought out methods of creating or initiating bad feelings in myself so as to generate this hope, and thence maintain the good feeling experience.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to established methods of dealing with or coping with or managing my energy reality, that I have accepted and allowed the automation of such things to the extent where I am kind of bemused or upset when a vicious backchat comes up in my mind carrying the words that, having been tested over and over again, will guarantee a bad experience of myself, like a short sharp shock that will in the course of events lead me back to hope, and back to the future.

 

The mergence of hope energy into the word future is complete, because how can hope exist without a future, and since the nature of hope energy is positive, a construct in my mind of ‘the future’ has become conditioned by this hope. The nature of a future in which somehow everything has become ‘alright’, in which the present reality has been transcended, without the work or effort towards it, is magical. And here is a projected reality in which ‘everything is alright’ simply according to a feeling experience in my mind without a reference to what is actually taking place as me in physical reality.

 

Okay so I am writing-on here, because I see realise and understand how that which I ‘might’ or ‘may’ write within my mind can only come from this imaginary placement of me from within and out of this future vision of me – where in actual reality this image of my future as who I am is far and far away from where I actually really in fact am – where having been shown the information, I have just absorbed it and integrated it in and as my mind and not walked through it for myself, but skipped that part, so that experiencing myself in physical reality interacting with the people in the world, and seeing myself in reaction to it, and to them, then I have gone into an experience of disappointment with myself, that I see myself as less than what I hoped myself to be. And so within this delivered myself into the programming of not-good-enough for me. Why delivery – because the experience that I have accepted and allowed within who I am as not-good-enough is a bad feeling – and according to this system design, just as the vicious backchat, a component in the hope and future cycle in which I eventually sign back into this suspension, or procrastination of my own reality.

 

There is another component to this system, which is self pity. When I lay self pity energy beside the energy of hope, they seem quite similar, they are both kind of positive and transitional, so that accepting and allowing a suddenly harsh self judgement as real, I have accepted and allowed the self pity comforting experience to bring me down, to hold me to embrace me, and within that ‘down’ experience, to foster hope.

 

This is where I find myself as lagging behind my self-process, somehow futuristically caught up into a reluctance to step into that which I really am here.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to merge the future as a simple physical time space potentiality with an emotional experience of hope, as an aspect or zone of consciousness, in which I experience as me an imagined or idealized version of who I am. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as an emotional experience within the world of my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to ‘utmost potentiality’, and for within that to impose a limitation on myself and within that to become a personality of limitation.

 

I commit myself to see realize and understand that ‘utmost potentiality’ is simply what it is, nothing more and nothing less, it has no charge, it is a simple unfoldment of a seed into what it may become – therefore I commit myself to take responsibility for my unfoldment of me.

 

 

 

EQAFE:

http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.

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Day 237: Realising and living my utmost potential (1)

•June 14, 2014 • Leave a Comment

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Day 237: Realising and living my utmost potential (1)

 

I begin this walk through the principles of Life with a series of posts exploring the first principle:

 

Realising and living my utmost potential

 

Realising and living my utmost potential – to make way for such realization I have found that realizing how and in what ways I have accepted and allowed limitations into the who I am, where I have accepted who I am as limitation and protected and defended such limitation, through for example accepted self definitions and self judgements, where I have demonstrated to myself how it is that through time and through repetitions and loops of the same thoughts, I have already changed my physical self so as to become these limitations as who I am. The realisation of my responsibility in accepting and allowing such limitation supports the realization that I can therefore change myself deliberately so as to refute these limitations, so as to expand myself into living my utmost potential as part of the natural development process of a being in physical existence.

 

Considering the question of: Do you have any idea what it feels like to never be GOOD enough’? (see Practical Desteni) – it became clear to me that my responsibility in accepting and allowing such a general judgement and definition of the totality of my being is one and equal to accepting and allowing who I am as a definition of and as a single dimension of the mind, like an imposition of energy over and above the field of physical organic substance where the location of me in the physical of all is then subjugated and controlled into separation from myself into and as a substance of only energy.

 

How does that feel? How does it feel to have defined all beings within this single sentence into a race of inequality as superior and inferior by nature, and within this to have accepted and allowed a superiority in believing in my own authority to define the world with my mind?

The reaction that comes up within me is of absolute regret – on the level of What the F*** have I done? And – seeing this – I realise that I must utilize and learn from this regret to never again allow this of myself, and to find the instances where I have defined myself thus, and then to realign them, seeing how I have diminished myself as I have diminished all, that I have lived these changes into myself and into the world, that in seeing and realising my power to change, I can therefore turn it round and use this power to support myself and to support all as myself, in consideration of what is best for me as what is best for all.

 

Continuing next post…

 

 

EQAFE:

http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.

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Day 236: My Declaration of Principle

•June 10, 2014 • Leave a Comment

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Practical Desteni

 

The Desteni of Living: My Declaration of Principle.

From here on in my Journey to Life I walk the Principles of Life and so of Living in alignment to Life. In future Journey to Life blogs I will refer back to this post and to specific principles as listed here.

Living principles and becoming living principles in word and deed relate directly to my self realized purpose and to the structure of my life. Thus the declaration of the principles of life and the commitment to live them into the physical as my deliberate purpose here forms the outline of a structure that I must put into place step by step so as to become equal and one with life itself.

Recognizing and facing the fact that here listed are tewenty three principles that I have not by any means fully walked is a humbling experience and yet seeing myself as the reality of who I am in this process, I am grateful, for here is something real.

In future Journey to Life blogs I will refer back to this post and to specific principles as listed here.

  1. Realising and living my utmost potential
  2. Living by the principle of what is best for all – guiding me in thought, word and deed to always in all ways direct problems to the best possible outcome for all
  3. Living by the principle of self honesty – to ensure I am pure in thought, word and deed: that my within and without is equal and one. Who I am within is who I am without and vice-versa
  4. Self Purification through Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Application – the action of realising I am responsible for my own thoughts, words and deeds, to forgive myself for transgressions and change myself to ensure I take responsibility for who, what and how I am and through this know that I can trust myself to always be honest with me and so others
  5. Living the principle of Self Responsibility – realising only I am responsible for what I accept and allow inside of me, my relationships and my outside world and so with this responsibility: only I have the power and ability to change that which I see is compromising who I am, what I live and how this affects others
  6. Realising that who I am in thought, word and deed affects not only myself – but others as well and so with Self Responsibility in thought, word and deed – I take responsibility for myself and so my relationships to be Self Aware in every moment  and live in such a way that is best for me and so others as well.
  7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness – to be aware, to see, to recognize my own thoughts and Mind, to be self honest to the extent where I can take responsibility for when I see my thoughts / Mind is not what is best for me / others and commit to immediately take responsibility and change for myself and so for others
  8. With taking responsibility for myself, becoming aware of myself – take responsibility and become aware of others in my life, to assist and support them as I am assisting and supporting myself – to give as you would like to receive and do the extra bit every day to see where I can contribute to other’s lives and so my own
  9. Living the principle of self trust – as I commit myself to remain constant in my living of self honesty, self responsibility and self awareness, I stand as an unbending trust that I always in all ways know who I am no matter what I face and that in this I know, as proven in the constancy of my living that I will always honour and stand by what is best for all and so best for me
  10. Making Love Visible – through me not accepting/allowing anything less than my utmost potential, I support those in my life to reach their utmost potential, to love them as I have shown love to myself by gifting to me my utmost potential, the best life/living experience and show others as I have shown myself what is means to LIVE
  11. No one can save you, save yourself – the realisation that the tools and principles of Desteni is the guide, but I must walk the path myself. We are here to assist and support each other in this process from Consciousness to Awareness/LIFE and what it means to live – but the process itself, where you are alone with yourself in your own Mind: is walked alone
  12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world – but that I realise I have created who and how I am in this moment, therefore I have the responsibility to change who and how I am and so the realisation that we as a collective created how and what this world is today and so it is the responsibility of the collective to change how and what this world is today
  13. Honouring the life in each person, animal – everything from the great to the small of earth, that we expand our awareness and responsibility to creating the best possible life for everyone and everything and so ourselves
  14. Relationships as Agreements: individuals coming together using agreements as a platform to one-on-one expand, grow and develop as individuals in life and living to support/assist each other unconditionally to reach their utmost potential where the agreement is a coming together of individuals understanding what it means to stand as equals and to stand as one
  15. Sex as Self Expression – where sex is an united expression between individuals in honour, respect, consideration and regard of each other as equals, two physical bodies uniting in equality and oneness – a merging of two equals as one physically.
  16. Realising that by the virtue of me being in this world – my responsibility does not only extend to my own Mind / my own Life, but to the minds and lives of everything and everyone of this earth and so my commitment is to extend this awareness to all of humanity to work together and live together to make this world heaven on earth for ourselves and the generations to come
  17. I must in my thoughts, words and deeds – but most importantly in my living actions, become a living example for others in my world that is noticeable and visible when it comes to the potential of a person to change themselves and so change their world. So that more people can realise how we can change this world, by standing united in our self change within the principle of what is best for all to bring heaven to earth
  18. I am the change I want to see in me and my world – to bring heaven to earth is to bring into being, into living the LIVING PROOF of a PRACTICAL HEAVEN that can be seen and heard in our actions and words. We are the Living Heaven that must come into creation in this living world.
  19. Through purifying my thoughts, words and deeds – my inner becomes my outer, so I bring into creation me as heaven into earth, realising it is not enough to ‘see the change / be the change’ – for change to become REAL it must be a constant, consistent living of me through the words I speak and the actions I live visible and noticeable to all in every moment of breath
  20. Realising that my physical body is my temple – my physical body is the living flesh through which and in which I will bring into being and create / manifest heaven on earth as me in my thoughts, words and deeds and so I honour, respect and regard – nurture and support my physical body as I would nurture and support me as equals: my body is me
  21. We are the change in ourselves and this world we have been waiting for: and so I commit to dedicate myself and my life for each one as all to realise this, as nothing will change if we don’t change in all that we are, within and without.
  22. The realisation that for me to be able to change myself in thought, word and deed to the most effective living being that I can be and become – I first have to ‘know thyself’ and so commit myself to investigate, introspect and understand how I became who I am today, to prepare the road before me into self creation of a responsible, aware, self honest and trustworthy person for myself and so for all.
  23. The realisation that for me to be able to contribute to change in this world – I have to get to ‘know thyself’ as this world and so commit myself to research, investigate and introspect the inner and outer workings of this world and align the systems of today to present and give the best possible life for all on Earth.

 

Day 235: Liking and not Liking as tags of me

•April 2, 2014 • 1 Comment

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Day 235: Liking and not liking as tags of me

 

 

This is about understanding what the game is, and who I am within and as the game – specifically – the game of ‘liking’ this or that – my tendency to by any means – make myself feel better – and within feelings being a positive energy – the tendency to – to what – to remain and to become and be defined by feeling energy. My ability to do such things at the centre of this game is the actual power dynamic that I have lived as me, believing in this game, living it, immersed in it, not seeing it for what it is, but seeing it through the medium of itself – so that even formulating these words ‘I’ ‘would’ ‘like’ it to be clear – within this ‘would’ word, a positivized future where I have seen clearly through the games, and have my feet on firm ground in an imagined ‘actual’ reality, a future where the writing of it out is simply easy and unobstructed, uncluttered by resistances and reactions to my words, my sentences – where within the game, I see myself again within the positivizations that I have attached a feel-good as an expression of my power to finding a solution to myself – so that even in seeing the game for what it is, I continue to play it.

 

And seeing my writing as the expression of the solution that I have already reached within this ‘future’, I then abandon it – because I do not get the essential good feeling – that I have defined with ‘self realization’ – but what do I get instead but a multiplicity of realizations that do not fit together, a multiplicity of reactions – where each sentence gets abandoned in the middle, as if I have opened up again Pandora’s Box – and the projected solution of the end of the sentence, where the sentence simply ends, and the meaning is contained within it, finished, clear, a simple statement seems impossible. Thus I make my entrance mid-sentence into scrambled interference, distraction, and diffusion, and into the negatives of giving up on myself where gradually I develop hope of finding another angle, like a new pathway into the investigation that does not lead into a dead-end.

 

Okay I see what I have done here is to write out a little of the drama that plays out in the sentence writing process. I remind myself that this is neither ‘wrong’ as in not the point, irrelevant, nor, cool as in positivity, that I have had a realization of what is going on – that I have seen something in myself – that I have made some ‘progress’ – defined as ‘good’ – that I have succeeded in demonstrating to myself that intimacy with myself is possible – that – yippee, hope for ‘me’ exists – but instead of these obsessive or automatic relationship connections with energy – I stay within the matter-of-fact-ness of looking at, seeing what it is, or seeing some of what it is, a part of it. Yes, self intimacy is possible – not to throw a party over this – but to breathe instead – this world of physical breath within and as a part of physical reality is a different world, a world I do not know, a world in which I do not know myself, a world in which there is no reference to the experience of me as energy-power to make-feel-good within my mind – in the world of energy experience this unfamiliar neutral place is like a nothingness.

 

 

 

 

Continues 

 

 

 

 

Heaven’s Journey to Life:   How we use Relationships to Suppress the real Self

Practical Desteni: My Relationship with Emotions

 

EQAFE:

http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.

FIND OUT WHAT DESTENI STANDS FOR

Day 234: Conflict in Expression

•February 26, 2014 • 1 Comment

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Day 234: Conflict in Expression

 

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in anxiety reactions in my mind, rather than staying with and as me here in breath.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to shift into anxiety as I am about to start writing, and then to shift into a positive projection of myself as a personality of who I ought to should or might or may be impersonating to represent myself.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate from me and become possessed by a personality made of qualities that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I ought to, should might or may be have or want to have.

 

I forgive myself that having accepted and allowed myself to shift into and to embody this personality creation, that have then created for myself an inner reality consisting of who I am as that which I have positively judged, admired, or been awed at.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as this personality to then have a purpose in existence of gathering, initiating, activating energy as an experience within the confines of my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the manifestation of this purpose within and as the physical written expression.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within and as this personality to seek out and scan for opportunities for creation of or experience of positive energies or else to utilize positive judgements so as to create positive energy experience in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the physical fact of writing me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to slip into impatience with myself when I am in a place or situation such as in this writing.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate a fear within this personality, a fear of the actual reality of the physical world, to fear the processes of real response, the processes of cross-reference.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within and as this positive projection of me personality, to fear not getting the specific kinds of energy that the qualities of this personality require.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through making attachments of positive to words that I equally accepted and allowed a negative underworld to exist.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate back chats of negative responses and judgements of me, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in them, and to react to them, and within and as that reaction, giving up on me.

 

 

Continues 

 

 

 

Creation’s Journey to Life : Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points – Evilution – Part 1

Heaven’s Journey to Life:  Relationships and Death Day 481

EQAFE:

http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/ This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.

FIND OUT WHAT DESTENI STANDS FOR

 

Day 233: Wrong and Guilt

•February 11, 2014 • Leave a Comment

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See: The Equal Life Foundation Bill of Rights

Living Income Guaranteed: The Proposal

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Day 233: Wrong and Guilt

 

 

Ok so continuing from Opening Wrong, the previous post – the word wrong connected to the sense of having lost control in a hostile environment – hostile because of my own hostility towards it, in separation from it , this movement forward of or advances of my imperial interests in energy resources – and within this all – awareness of my crimes against humanity, the crime against self – *enshrined – *protected – in *unforgiveability – where really it is a fact that I have attacked reality – but rather than seeing this and facing it and questioning it – I have resorted to guilt, and participated in the feeling bad experience and self pity.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see or be aware of this pattern in which a short sharp activation of the word wrong as a violent self attack, an immediate *denial, then activates the guilt and prepares the way into the transition of diminishment into the self pity, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this pattern to exist within the dimensions of the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the emotion of guilt to the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience guilt within the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize patterns of guilt within the judgement of myself as ‘wrong’ and focus my attention on the energy experience of this wrong – rather than to question what is the reference of this, what is it that I am accepting and allowing to be done, is it in alignment to the real reality of equality and oneness – if not so I commit myself to change, to change the pattern of it, re–align it. I commit myself to re-define wrong from out of values of energy in the mind to have practical reference to physical reality. Within this I redefine wrong also as an imperative to change.

 

I commit myself to withdraw my focus from the energy in wrong, and to remove it, realign it with the physical.

 

[Some words that have come up here: *enshrined – that is like a little housing for a statue of a god – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the elements of a network of religious energy values to connect into the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to set above me an image of myself as *unforgiveable whereas in reality I am holding onto the experience of guilt and fear of my responsibility in this – I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that this real forgiveness I am withholding from myself.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word unforgiveable into the word wrong and to define them both in negative energy

 

Another word: *protected – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self manipulate myself within the deception of ‘being (that is) protected’ – without self responsibility - when what I am accepting and allowing myself to be determined in is protection of the energy and protection of the fear, and protection of the guilt experience, with its seeds of hope, as future positive experience.

 

And: *denial – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word denial - into and as No - to the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a nexus of constructs of denial within the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in negative energy to a *glimpse of who I am within and as wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect to No a placeholder for some required justification or excuse.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the word No and to take it personally, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realise and understand that this personality activation is a system of energy values that I have accepted and allowed within and connected to the word wrong, and that as a consequence of this my experience is determined by this energy.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to superiorize myself to existence in positive energy within the choice to deny reality, to deny all and everything if necessary in the service of self interest, and consciousness survival, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed such a point to exist within me as me within the word no connected to the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define no as a self justified last bastion of defence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed no to stand on its own without reference to anything, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed within the word no a finalized judgement.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react as no connected to wrong as a whole system throughout my physical both as the shockwaves of the intense judgement and the following positive diminishments of self pity.

 

And a *glimpse: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to set a limitation on my awareness of my self, and to have justified this with accepted fear – a *glimpse of who I am as wrong – is this a vision of me within a total experience of absolute self hatred – a sort of inverted revulsion - and within this glimpse only, a fear of this experience. ]

 

 

Continuing into the content of the word wrong coming next …

 

 

 

Creation’s Journey to Life : Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points – Evilution – Part 1

Heaven’s Journey to Life:  Relationships and Death Day 481

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