Day 284: Communication Errors 6: The Redemption Hook
Images of exoneration – as portrayed in films – still acting as hooks for my attention – that moment of recognition of innocence, of coming home, that moment of the drama when the house of cards, of illusions, of lies, collapses – that moment of connection between two beings – where there once had been severance and exclusion, ideas, beliefs and judgements, melt away.
Not only in the stories told by films, but also in reviews of history and documentary in which political agendas are exposed, the covers stripped away and the official story shown in its corruption.
Whether reading history or seeing a film I find within me going on the same or similar reaction, that hooks and captures my attention: it’s an issue in my mind, an aspect of my personal religion: in which I see a projection of my self acceptance as being in jeopardy, and then in which my self acceptance is being validated by authorities in my outside world. How I have projected this has been in various forms, and within these forms an experience of redemption, separated from myself as a witness in an experience of the truth being ‘outed’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in an experience of myself within and as anxiety, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in a thought in which I see my self acceptance being in jeopardy, I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to include all of me in my self acceptance, and that instead I have accepted and allowed myself to put this self acceptance in the hands of others as authorities that have the power to validate my self acceptance for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a desire for self acceptance as something that I can receive from outside sources, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have in fact received it, and that in believing this I forgive myself that I have experienced this as redemption. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed redemption to exist within me as a positive experience of my self acceptance being bestowed upon me by those I have accepted and allowed as superior to me in my mind.
I forgive myself that in accepting and allowing this desire, that in not getting what I want, that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame those outside sources. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define within the word authority the capacity of either giving or withholding my self acceptance through which I have accepted and allowed myself to define into authority the experience of anxiety. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in this to define into the word authority a relationship of who I am as blame towards a power that can be used to augment me or to undermine me. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project into my world through authority the conditionality of my self acceptance which I have in fact created in relation to myself.
When and as I see this experience of redemption coming up in me, I stop and I breathe, I realise and understand what I have put at stake within this for this experience to exist within me, for this film hook to cause a recognition of myself distorted in me and a movement of release that is only transitory coming from an anxiety that is as a constant in this personality. I see realise and understand how it is that I have refused to redeem myself from the effects of my own judgements, and then have interpreted in my mind a positive experience of my own self sabotage.
What does it mean to ‘accept that which you define as good and bad about yourself’? Why is it important to accept both the good and the bad about yourself? I found some great support in listening to: Quantum Systemization 94: See Yourself With Clarity
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EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.
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