Day 341: Diligence and ‘Great and Small’
In a moment of realising that what I am seeing with my physical eyes I cannot encompass with my conscious mind – except to make a note that this significance exists for me clearly in itself – like a message for me within it – and so I take the shells of what seems to me to encapsulate this event, and store them as an outline, as a memory – like saying to myself: Ok, later in my life I may be able to see what it is that exists within this, that a deeper part of me has seen, has shown to me, has flagged for me – but seeing and realizing that right now I do not have the tools to be at one with this, therefore I save it, like for sometime later in this life – and right now I keep what I can from this – while what is dear to me, what I cherish – is the fact of this support for me from this deeper part of me – this voice in a way that says to me: Look! Or Listen! See this! Such as the example that I wrote of in 339, a previous post – of a moment of intimacy, sharing with a fly at rest on an undulating leaf of a solitary tree in a wild and stormy landscape – in which the structure in my mind of ‘great and small’ for that moment had ceased to exist, and within the wildness of the wind there existed for me and the fly and the leaf a quiet moment of the Breath and the gentle impact of being Here – where in looking at this memory again arising in me as I look at what Diligence could contain for me, what essences that I could live within the word as part of who I am, I see this aspect of attention to detail in Diligence both as something that I would want for me, and a strengthening of something that already exists within me that I had not seen before – not because I did not have the tools in a way, but because the tools I did have as my words were all on settings that I had just accepted and allowed and had not asked myself who I was that was existing in them.
Gradually I begin to form a new definition for me to exist in living the word Diligence: and I see that gradually I form a structure of a list of redefined components as words as solutions for me to live: Care and Purpose and Work and Patience, with Diligence as both the ‘How’ and the ‘Way’ of the nature of my engagement with the moments that arrive.
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