Day 338: Break-through into Fundamentals
A reminder of things placed upside down through the lens of mind: where I am again in this situation of kind of having a break-through – into fundamentals – like after all of this, now I can begin, for real.
Within this, there is a come-back rhetoric of the mind, which goes: So then all that I have walked so far counts for What? It is like there is an energetic opportunity for self diminishment in seeing fundamental as part of a hierarchy – if – I were to go into that decision of seeing it thus.
But rather than doing that, instead to look at Fundamental, not as if within the word there was a somewhere down there – beneath – but more as a reminder of something real, something simple, something firm from which to start a movement, like a fulcrum, something in a way that need not be left behind, but carried with this time.
In this new recording of Anu speaking through the Portal: Find a Reason for People to Listen – of course, the question going round, comes around – and so to me: What was it about the Desteni Material that made me listen? And – fundamentally – within myself – What made me listen to me? And hence so to me, this very cool question that begins like this: Have I ever in fact ever really made the decision to listen to me?
What it was that first really made me perk up my ears when I listened to the many beings that were speaking through the Portal was that I was hearing about something that was real, that I was hearing news of a reality that I was part of, and that the facts about the workings of my consciousness through which I had interpreted reality could be checked and verified by me.
Saying No to my giving of permission to the programmes of the mind – where I am aware of how much I have lived in toleration of these systems and designs – in this saying No I have strengthened me within my being – and in that I have become incrementally more aware of my reality – and so the decision to listen to the voice of my awareness has become a decision that I can start within and stand.
That there is an art to decision making is clearly described by Anu in this recording: in which he describes the impossibility of clear decision making within a lightning storm of emotion and feeling – how the consequences of such decisions would go awry and eventually fall – where in this I can see how my own reality as a decision maker has kind of dwindled and faltered and become marginalised, to the point where listening to myself had kind of become like an ever present option, present always yes, but fraught with memories of decision failure.
Continuing next time…
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