Day 328: Perfect Dread

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Day 328: Perfect Dread

Releasing the energies within definitions of myself that I have accepted and allowed to exist within the word Perfect

Sounding the word Perfect: Dread comes up in me.

And in describing this, an image like coming to a clearing in my forest home and seeing a shining form of sacred geometry that has suddenly appeared from out of nowhere: It does not fit my world in any way, and yet I try to measure up to it, and somehow incorporate this thing that has appeared. What has entered into me is like the possibility of separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in fear and in anxiety and dread when the word Perfect comes up in me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word Perfect with emotional energy, and so turn the word into a negative experience. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a relationship towards the word perfect as a relationship towards my negative energy, in which I have separated myself from it, and then experience myself as less than it, and as a measurement of not good enough towards it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the word Perfect to control me, and how I experience myself, and to control my actions, where I am accepting and allowing me to give up on what I am doing because the word Perfect has come up in me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to this. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the word Perfect to remind myself of a history of failure. I forgive myself that I have accepted allowed myself to define this history of me as and in an absolute. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in judgements that I have made of me comparing the efforts that I make for me to Perfect. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself in the light of Perfect. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in my perceptions of Perfect that I see in the outside world, in which I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge up Perfect outside me with positive feelings of energy. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spiritualize the word Perfect with ideas in my mind of Heaven and Transcendence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in Perfect Solids as if they were real, when I can see for myself that no such things exist in physical reality. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be awed within my perception of Perfect as in Beautiful. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an outflow of my perception of Perfection as a polarity of my consciousness.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have Perfect exist in me, and yet not me in it. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe an absolute within my mind as real.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself through fear of my experience of myself as what I have accepted and allowed to exist within the word Perfect, that I have accepted and allowed this fear as a form of safety, where I have feared what might happen to me in an experience of myself in which I have defined myself with being not good enough and in being as an extension of what I have accepted and allowed myself to define within my mind as failure.

 

In relation to these points, see Atlanteans 427 Perfection: Getting Back to Yourself 

 

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~ by adamsblogs on October 15, 2016.

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