Day 313: Troll





Day 313: Troll


The word Troll, coming through from ancient history and mythology, in which Trolls came to exist, and came to live beneath a bridge, existing as a menace to those who cross…


I find it fascinating the way that word histories contain such illustrative seeds of information, such as here, containing relationships to the bridge, and within that, towards a separation, and to the beings attempting to cross, to the land towards which that they are heading. The Troll is like a guard who pops up from under the bridge when he hears the footsteps on the bridge and tries to scare the travellers away, he is quite gruff and emotional, likely to fly into a rage. I mean, otherwise the traveller might just walk through and into the land.


Whether it is on a level of consciousness that manifests as YouTube, with the trolls who scuffle down amongst the comment threads, or in the systems of individual mind consciousness in which the inner personalities are struggling to have their day, seeking to emerge through backchats in the mind and somehow or another get some traction: that moment when one perceives a threat of some kind, and then takes it personally, then instigates protection and defense – the fact that our minds have protection mechanisms – means that when I am in and as reaction to a perceived threat or change, no matter if the word has come into my awareness or not, the word protect has certainly been referenced, because how else could Protection be initiated?


And that I have taken something personally, stepping into an emotional understanding of the situation, then I have reactivated this word protect as guarding the personality, guarding the world of the mind in which the backchat has this Trolling nature, and so what I have accepted and allowed to exist within the word Protect are in this context systems to support self limitation and giving up on self expansion, or self direction. I have accepted and allowed to exist within me this word as defined not for me in support of me or others and not consciously and deliberately by me, as I would have it to exist, instead I have accepted and allowed this word almost as a ready made component of my mind.


So who I am within and as and towards this word, I mean in all of the relationships with protect that I have accepted and allowed and then never really looked at, but have instead taken for granted, and like many other words in my experience of opening them, and de-scribing them, finding them in themselves to be as programmed systems, I find them also everywhere in my life and throughout my life, and I am seeing how they have taken part in my decisions and actions and so manifested in the physical world, and the question of what beneath the veil of ‘granted’ actually exists as a constellation of beliefs and design of energies within the word that I have lived as who I am: here is a blueprint of myself that I can show myself and in seeing specifically who I am within the equations on the blueprint, can therefore change the very components of ‘protect’ that I have accepted and allowed to exist within myself as ready-written, as I have accepted and allowed myself to be within it, within the very cause of this dynamic within my mind, in which I have accepted and allowed protection as a personality that is essentially attackative.



Reference:  Crucifixion series PROTECTION. Defining, Redefining, and living the word Protection.



NEW Self Creation Insights: SOUL

Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All – simply sign up and start- This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.


Human Rights and the Equal Life Foundation • • See: The Equal Life Foundation Bill of RightsLiving Income Guaranteed: The Proposal

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s