Day 285: Communication Errors 7: Conflict
Who you are to me, is something about me, in how I see you that I refuse to change, I have my position to consider, and who I am to you is something in my mind in how I think you see me that I refuse to change, I have my position to consider.
What is this position that I cling to, that ensures a re-run of the conflict, that ensures that I will stay within this pattern, that committed to the pattern that I hold you to your word that I have misinterpreted in my mind as who you have to ever be? With this idea in my mind of my ‘position’ as my defense, I draw upon an idea of my strength, I do not want to look at that this strength has no foundation, I do not want to look at that this ‘position’ can only be defined in a sketch out of a world that I assert as being reality.
What factors in my mind arise in me that I have held you to within this word I see you living? The records of the past, I have them at my disposal; often when I think of an idea of you in my mind, that I hold to be in fact you, I cross-check them, I seek out inconsistencies, and points of refutation, I elaborate the pattern, and seek out ways to trap you by the word I see you living, my greatest wish is that I do not see this word precisely, because I do not wish to see exactly how I live this word myself within me that causes me to see it in you and then to hold you to it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a version of reality in my mind, and then confused this version with what is really here. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in this person that I am as real that exists within this version of reality that I have created. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to populate this version of reality as representatives of aspects of myself that I have rejected from out of my awareness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in ‘strength’ within absolute abiding judgements, and that within this that I have accepted and allowed myself to cling to a version of power within a sense of powerlessness and fear that I have accepted and allowed as my relationship to the conflicts that arise within me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within this version of reality that I have created and lived within my mind, to have accepted and allowed myself to live the principle of abiding judgement, as the structure of it, in which I do not change, and also not accept for change in others in my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within and as this version of reality that I have created in my mind that I have created a world of blame, that I have created as patterns of thought, systems of blame. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a version of myself in this version of reality as living loyalty towards this system that I myself have created.
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