Day 268: “There is something more to this.”
Putting facts together, laying them out beside each other, in proximity to each other, I realise that within me there is a movement of energy, I recognize and remember this: it is the doubt, which in the past I have used as a trigger for permission of an avalanche of judgements. I have used this experience of doubt as a gate-keeper, as a direct early warning, as a sample from the leading edge of an imminent energy accumulation, as a bad experience forecast, and accepting and allowing it us such, I have altered course, not gone there, not done that, but instead, done what I could in a reaction of fear as avoidance of the experience of my own self judgements.
And what I see and realise is this: that I have been abusing ‘doubt’ as a point of closing self awareness, and of self rejection, and that instead of this, that I can use this word doubt as a point of self assistance and support. Because within the doubt there is an insight that I have accepted and allowed myself to become hardly aware of: the insight is that in fact “there is more to this”, and, “there is something that I have not considered.” Thus, as I lay out the facts, and enable the process of “doing the math” I can utilize this doubt as a point of support, that I need to look at my research. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach a negative value/experience of energy to the point of “There is something more to this.”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in an experience of myself as less than a point that I realise within myself that I am not seeing it in it’s entirety. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to be here within and as this this point that “there is something more to this”, but instead have gone into a whole diversion as an experience of myself within my mind as a judgement of my own awareness.
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