Day 260: Worth

 

 

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Something specific that I realized I had learned mistakenly – in the context of my education – a primary lesson – was how assistance and support for me was to be in accordance to my worth or to my current sense of self worth.

 

So – another angle on the walk through basic ‘not-good-enough’ programming – investigating ‘worth’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to internalize this interpreted parent/teacher relationship to me, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that assistance and support for me was to be conditional, was to be in accordance with my current sense of living ‘worth’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by a personality of ‘worth’, in and as which I had been responsible for the with-holding of self assistance and self support in the context of ‘worth’, the ‘worth’ that I lived.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word worth with negative energy, and then to have lived it as who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to see that in the common sense reality of the value of life being life – what is then the function of worth – but in assistance and support for life, as life. What is the essence of value itself, but Life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refer to ‘worth’ within myself as to a structure in my mind as an enduring quality of ‘who I am’, rather than seeing realizing and understanding that it is who I am in each moment, what in each moment is my starting point in alignment to life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in these enduring absolutes of definitions of myself within my mind, and that within this that I have not seen realized or understood that I am standing in and as myself as not able to change.

 

Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear within commitment, the fall, the ‘inevitable’ mind experience of ‘this is what I am, this finished object, these relationships of judgements’, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed such backchats as ‘I cannot change’, and ‘change does not exist for me’, through which I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself, experiencing this negative energy as who I am in ‘worth’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by a personality systemization of energy as who I am in my mind, superior, as a dispenser or with-holder of assistance and support, according to the current experience that is contained in ‘worth’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use ‘worth’ as a vessel of mind values and energy relationships, and that within that I have used the contents of ‘worth’ as a resource of self judgement, through which I have accepted and allowed definitions of myself according to the values of the mind that is contained in ‘worth’, rather than according to as reference to what is real as life.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed values of the mind to exist within me without standing back for a moment and assessing for myself how these values are or not connected to the actual physical world in which I live.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed over and over the word worth connected into money, and value connected into money. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed who I am within and as worth and value in the context of money, within myself and within the objects in my world.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that there is a gift within the living of worth redefined within and as the value of life being life, that there is a gift within unyoking myself from this ‘worth’ as I have accepted and allowed myself to define it in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see realise and understand that who I am as wavering within the conditions of a judgement of my worth have sabotaged the depth of my commitment to me, my willingness to assist and support myself in standing in and as commitment.

 

When and as the word ‘worth’ arises in my mind as in the energy of a doubt, I stop, I breathe, I do not accept this ‘worth’ as a nexus of mind values, I am standing as who I am as worth within the value of Life being Life, I commit myself in this moment of this breath to assist and support myself without condition.

 

 

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One Response to “Day 260: Worth”

  1. Inspiring!

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