Day 245: Effort and ‘Waste of Time’

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Day 245: Effort and ‘Waste of Time’

 

From (previous 2 posts) looking at the issues within the word ‘effort’, and seeing the fear of the experience of powerlessness that I have accepted and allowed, that through finding myself over and again in my past unable to change a situation regardless of how much effort, I have accepted and allowed it as my ‘prerogative’ to judge and pre-judge what is or is ‘going to be’ a ‘waste of time’ – as a means of self protection, as well as a means of self manipulation in which I can feel ok with myself in giving up.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed in this a belief as real a self-empowerment of myself as an experience of energy within and as this judgement of what is ‘a waste of time’, and within this waste of time, specifically a waste of possible ‘me-time’. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed within this self-empowerment as judgement of what is or not a waste of time – that I have become the servant of self interest as the starting point of energy as who I am within this self empowerment through the attributions of values as the judgements of my mind.

 

A ‘waste of time’ as a waste of possible ‘me-time’.

 

I forgive myself that within seeing, judging, asserting ‘a waste of time’ within what I am doing, that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of possible ‘me-time’, and that behind this I have accepted and allowed myself to not see realise and understand the hidden starting point of fear of the experience of powerlessness, and within that, fear of fear.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to this me-time and to have become greedy for it, and to have become resentful about it’s loss. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to substantiate a personality of energy as a guardian protector of this ‘me-time’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me-time within and as a comfort zone of ‘not having to do anything’, in which I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have a ‘right’ to do nothing.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this ‘right’ exists. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed within this belief, for me to depend upon it as a justification of this me-time. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed an experience of who I am as righteousness as a dimension of this me-time. Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed a question to arise of what is the nature of this ‘right’, or whether or not this right is actually something real on which I stand as protector and guardian of this me-time.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define this me-time as my priority within the day, and within that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the times in which I am fulfilling my responsibilities or obligations to work and to earn money as inferior or as in service to or in competition with this ‘me-time’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define this ‘me-time’ as a reward of positive feeling of energy experience – within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define reward within and as this positive experience – therefore I commit myself to re-define ‘reward’ not as re-warred, within which I re-set the war, to repeat it’s cycle into negative and positive experience of energy, and ‘respite’ no longer as a period of rest or relief from something difficult or unpleasant, as a negative experience of energy, in which within that rest, I re-set the spite, and hence the war of energy within and as me – so therefore within this I commit myself to change this positivity for practicality, to change my starting point from me as energy to a starting point of me as physicality – because I see and realise and understand that the reward of energy is a cycle of energy, whereas the reward of practicality is solution and actual change.

 

 

 

 

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