Day 233: Wrong and Guilt

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Day 233: Wrong and Guilt

 

 

Ok so continuing from Opening Wrong, the previous post – the word wrong connected to the sense of having lost control in a hostile environment – hostile because of my own hostility towards it, in separation from it , this movement forward of or advances of my imperial interests in energy resources – and within this all – awareness of my crimes against humanity, the crime against self – *enshrined – *protected – in *unforgiveability – where really it is a fact that I have attacked reality – but rather than seeing this and facing it and questioning it – I have resorted to guilt, and participated in the feeling bad experience and self pity.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see or be aware of this pattern in which a short sharp activation of the word wrong as a violent self attack, an immediate *denial, then activates the guilt and prepares the way into the transition of diminishment into the self pity, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this pattern to exist within the dimensions of the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the emotion of guilt to the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience guilt within the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize patterns of guilt within the judgement of myself as ‘wrong’ and focus my attention on the energy experience of this wrong – rather than to question what is the reference of this, what is it that I am accepting and allowing to be done, is it in alignment to the real reality of equality and oneness – if not so I commit myself to change, to change the pattern of it, re–align it. I commit myself to re-define wrong from out of values of energy in the mind to have practical reference to physical reality. Within this I redefine wrong also as an imperative to change.

 

I commit myself to withdraw my focus from the energy in wrong, and to remove it, realign it with the physical.

 

[Some words that have come up here: *enshrined – that is like a little housing for a statue of a god – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the elements of a network of religious energy values to connect into the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to set above me an image of myself as *unforgiveable whereas in reality I am holding onto the experience of guilt and fear of my responsibility in this – I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that this real forgiveness I am withholding from myself.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word unforgiveable into the word wrong and to define them both in negative energy

 

Another word: *protected – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self manipulate myself within the deception of ‘being (that is) protected’ – without self responsibility – when what I am accepting and allowing myself to be determined in is protection of the energy and protection of the fear, and protection of the guilt experience, with its seeds of hope, as future positive experience.

 

And: *denial – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word denial – into and as No – to the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a nexus of constructs of denial within the word wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react in negative energy to a *glimpse of who I am within and as wrong. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect to No a placeholder for some required justification or excuse.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the word No and to take it personally, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realise and understand that this personality activation is a system of energy values that I have accepted and allowed within and connected to the word wrong, and that as a consequence of this my experience is determined by this energy.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to superiorize myself to existence in positive energy within the choice to deny reality, to deny all and everything if necessary in the service of self interest, and consciousness survival, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed such a point to exist within me as me within the word no connected to the word wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define no as a self justified last bastion of defence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed no to stand on its own without reference to anything, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed within the word no a finalized judgement.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react as no connected to wrong as a whole system throughout my physical both as the shockwaves of the intense judgement and the following positive diminishments of self pity.

 

And a *glimpse: I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to set a limitation on my awareness of my self, and to have justified this with accepted fear – a *glimpse of who I am as wrong – is this a vision of me within a total experience of absolute self hatred – a sort of inverted revulsion – and within this glimpse only, a fear of this experience. ]

 

 

Continuing into the content of the word wrong coming next …

 

 

 

Creation’s Journey to Life : Day 503: Zero-Point and Other Points – Evilution – Part 1

Heaven’s Journey to Life:  Relationships and Death Day 481

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