Day 230: Real Power
Continuing from the previous post:
Here doing some more investigation with me in support of me into the words and reactions that are the active components of the issue of disempowerment.
Releasing the polarities that I have attached to the word power as a step towards a solution for me in how to actually really live the word power, for how I am to clear this word power so as for it to eventually become a living word, this ‘how’ in practicality – because – seeing kind of in separation still – from this word power – that there is in fact and always has been real power in my ability to change – that while this word remains within my me-nings polarized and defined by me as energy experience – then the fact of this real power cannot be actually real-ized – and my ability to change is hampered and obstructed – because of my own acceptance and allowance – so that in writing the sentence ‘ I have the real power and ability to change’ I experience a tremor of fear or trepidation, because I am uttering a sentence that I have not fully as yet lived, and because the me-ning of ‘power’ that I am living now is not aligned with reality, but with positive energy experiences, and comes therefore, with negative polarities, such as (that is: defined by me as negative) ‘subjugation’, ‘control’, ‘restriction’ – so that in using the word power – connected up with freedom as positive experience) I open up a channel for this energy experience – and the fear and trepidation experience is generated out of this connection to who I am as and in these words.
It’s interesting how I have not realized that my enjoyment in using words is also the enjoyment of my real power, one and equal with all human beings, of defining the energies that come up from within me – and that what I have not looked at within this is the nature of this joy within enjoyment that I have defined and lived and so experienced, just as also the same as how I have defined and lived and experienced this word power, as all words in my vocabulary. In and as a reality where I have used words that I have already defined as tools to define other words and energy experience – then I can look upon this now and go into an experience of energy as overwhelm-ment – or I can remain with myself – realise that I am stable, here, grounded in breath in this physical reality, and realise that this experience of overwhelm- ment does not support me in any way – it is simply that I have opened up a vista of my programming – which in itself is not a mess – or chaotic – it is highly organized – and yes it is vast and complex and interconnected and interdependent, but all of it is relationships that I have, in my real power and ability, defined, and each of these relationships, specifically, I can use this same real power to no longer accept, to re-define, to self forgive, to re-align.
I have the power to accept or to not accept this system as ‘who I am’, I have the power to decide – I have the power to change decisions that I have made – and through incorporating these decisions into my physical reality – then I have the power to change me. This is real power – and is real strength – and seeing and realizing who I am in and as this real strength I can trust in that.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put my trust into the systems of my mind, within which I have essentially through acceptance and allowance used my real power to disempower myself, because in abdicating responsibility for the characteristics of the words I live, I have become defined as such and become the victim of my own definitions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put trust into my mind and my imagination in which I have assigned imaginational activity the quality of strength and power to make up stories and alternative reality scenarios so as to justify and excuse and lie about the reality of who I am so as to defend and protect this illusion of myself as the mind.
To be continued
Creation’s Journey to Life : Day 529: Bubbles and The Theory of Everything – Part 3
Heaven’s Journey to Life: From Responding/Reacting to the Mind to Response-ability/Direction in Reality (part2): Day 478
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