Day 223: Self Judgements and Feeling Bad

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Believed Validity of Self Judgement as a Gateway to Feeling Bad.

 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider what energy in fact does to me and my physical body and that there exist no valid excuse for indulging in and becoming possessed by energy, with my entire physical body as a living organism being right here with me where one energy in one moment can possess me to such an extent that I can even forget to breathe, to be here, to be me within my entire physical body that is in fact alive and living as life.

Extract from Atlanteans 143, Self Pity: Starting to Let Go

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create views through judgements that are in no way perspectives of what is real, but have believed in them and lived according to the validity that I have given them in my mind as an alternative reality to what is here. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can accord and attribute validity to relationships within the systems of my mind without an actual reference to the physical world.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make decisions of who I am in a given moment according to the validity that I have given to my judgements. Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the validity of my judgements of myself through which I am attacking me with the consequence of feeling bad.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to realise that it is my belief in the validity of my judgements that makes a platform for my excuses and justifications to continue to exist in which, rather than releasing myself from relationship with energies, that through this supposed validity that I lock myself into energetic systems that are of no support or assistance to me in any way whatsoever, and that in fact keep me submerged in and as the consciousness of energy itself.

 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted or allowed myself to question who I am as the validator of my judgements of myself, and hence to question the consequence of this experience of feeling bad. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realise that it must be therefore that I believe that I am right in feeling bad, that I am right within these self attacks.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a relationship to rightness in which I have defined myself as ‘right’. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that ‘rightness’ actually exists in physical reality. Therefore I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to a value of energy within the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word ‘right’ to an experience of energy accumulation in my mind, and that through accepting and allowing rightness to exist, that I have accepted and allowed the polarity of this energy as ‘wrong’. Therefore I forgive myself that in accepting and allowing this polarity of right and wrong that I have accepted and allowed myself to generate fear of being wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be locked into a system of energy in which I believe that I am right within my judgements of myself that I have said or done something wrong, and then go to feeling bad within myself and into fear of exposure of myself as wrong.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program me within the words ‘being’ right, and ‘being’ wrong, in which I have connected a definition of my being to these value judgements of the mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attack myself with these judgement definitions of myself.

 

 

 

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