Day 215: Reality and Paranoia

Human Rights and the Equal Life Foundation  •  • 

See: The Equal Life Foundation Bill of Rights


Day 215: Reality and Paranoia



I Walk with Desteni


What has happened to who I am in this existence where my language has been hijacked cast adrift from Earth, where the words of my being are hanging strung out crucified on alien frameworks of energy systems within me and without me according to the evolutions of my own consent of what must be to stay within the bounds of who I am as Energy and so be comforted, entertained, distracted, enthralled….


More and more I realize how totally that I have lived this period of manifestation in the physical dimensions not on Earth at all but in and as a System of Energy. The Earth is Real – having to remind myself of this is a symptom of my conformity to Mainstream Paranoia, in which I have accepted and allowed my mind to arbitrate Reality, and have then subscribed to its interpretations. How paranoia slips into and corrupts the word ‘reality’ so that I do not live in/ physically grasp reality itself is in the energy charge that I have connected to the word reality so that I do not live it, but rather exist in an accepted idea of it that I have justified in my mind – the charge being the positive self righteous charge of humanity as apparently superior to life itself, and within that delusion of superiority, claimed the right to designate reality as we see fit according to our apparent superior ‘intelligence’, to actually make it up, and assemble it in and as the consciousness in which we have come to experience our existence. The Eqafe interview ‘The Consciousness of the Ant’ is great support on this point.



This is where Destonian blogs, Destonian materials of reference to physical reality are to me like water in the universal desert of the mind. Destonian Science, Destonian Psychology, Destonian Perspective of Everything, because my only reference to physical reality is through this new information and the intimate processes of self honesty and self forgiveness of what I have accepted and allowed within the words I live, and the realization that what I have accumulated as these words extend into my experience of me.


Desteni represents the practical instructions the How of  human beings one by one realigning themselves to actual physical reality. The sharing of our mind experience exposes the mechanics of the brainwashing because the structure of our consciousness is the same for all of us. The evolution of our brainwashing begins with our departure from the living reality of Equality and Oneness of who we are as substance that emerged from Earth. The ripping of the veil of brainwashing is the gradual process of rewriting and realignment of the self accepted and allowed and hence self programmed energy equations of our belief systems.


So this is not an invitation to join a ‘cult’ – as presented by the cognitive disinformation networks – this is though an invitation to dare to consider, take seriously, and to do research into an entirely different perspective of who we are in physical reality and in existence as a whole. The fact is – and I can attest to this – that we can change our selves.


Daring to find out about what is reality, daring to speak about reality, daring to look into this word ‘reality’ as I have accepted and allowed it in my mind, daring to explore what is this reality that I have lived, this reality that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can assess through my mind, this reality that I have participated in as a separated word, in which I have been and lived this separation – where I have looked through the eyes of my mind and listened through the ears of my mind into a separated world – within an acquiescence to not being here – this ‘daringness’ – defines my fear relationship to reality itself, in which I have accepted and allowed myself as less than, and hence enslaved to ‘fear’.


Having investigated the Desteni Material over the last five years, I stand as a witness to the veracity and coherence to tens of millions of words of information that is coming through the Portal (about 5 million words this year alone) which is here to assist and support Humanity to take responsibility for itself in this Dawn of a New Age. Eqafe = Equality Questions Answered For Everyone. The process is opened for All to find our way back to the common sense of our physical equality in and as the physical reality here on Earth. The insanity of the World Money System in the Elitist interests of Consciousness as it stands – is accelerating – while – it is up to us to lay aside this brainwashing and step into a new economic system that is founded on the value of life, the support and assistance of each other as equal beings on a foundation starting-point and end of recognizing, serving and supporting fundamental human rights.


So I have been kind of stuck for a moment as I dared to stand on the platform of this word, not equalized but as I have fashioned it within my mind, ‘Reality’, charged with fear, not seeing realizing or understanding the separation, the paranoia that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the realization that I do not as yet grasp Reality – or that the paranoia that I have lived is not Real, has no reference to Earth, is a structure of Mind World values and beliefs, in which I have defined ‘important’ not as what is best for all, but what is best in the interests of me as an energy system, first, above all. So within this definition of Reality, lurks the fear of loss of who I am As conscious systems.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed as ‘real’ this fear of loss of who I am within the system of my mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define this fear of loss within the word reality, through which I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage my walk into the actual reality itself as who I am by experiencing myself within and as this definition. I forgive myself that from this fear that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and to become a judgement of self as ‘righteous’ as a positive experience of energy in believing that I can ascertain reality through my mind. Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to append to the word reality a positive experience of myself as energy in which there is no reference to the physical of Earth, but only a reference to myself as an experience of energy, and thus as who I am as Paranoia.


I commit myself to learn to breathe in the physical reality of this my breath here, with the support of the physical reality of this physical body, with the support of this physical existence that supplies my body with air and water and physical substance as nutrition. I commit myself to use this time on Earth to learn to grasp the physical reality of this my situation in existence.



Daring to face that Things are not what they Seem: see Philosophical Codes



Follow these online blogs:

Heaven’s Journey To Life:  Day 425: We’ve got the past, present, future, and also ‘The Now’, but what about Here?


Creation’s Journey to Life:  Day 456: Inflation and the Living Income Guaranteed

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook


Here are the instructions to the process of accessing our life-force, our beingness, our physical bodies and walking through the mind and consciousness.

EQAFE: ‘The Crucifixion of Jesus’, has been a great support to me because hear within these interviews, presented through the Portal, the actual teachings of Jesus, rather than the ones that were to be, after his death, tweaked and twisted into the four approved versions of his life as the Gospels. How the political message of Equality and the reality of Equality and Oneness were skewed into a religious mantra so as to suit the interests of the system.

The Quantum Mind

This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact and in specific detail.

The FREE DIP LITE Course available to All  – simply sign up and start- This is a powerful free introduction to real self-exploration, and self realisation using the Desteni tools, with online support. This really is an opportunity of a life time.



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