Day 120: September, A Judgement Preference Character

 

‘September’ a thought that comes into my mind, plus cool air. I enjoy this cool air on my skin, my face, around my head. I enjoy just simply walking along across Lidl carpark, then it’s, Shall I go this way, or Shall I go that way; a little alternative path that I enjoy, or the planned exit, from the architect’s plans. But my ‘momentum’ seems to carry me beyond the point of a ‘comfortable’ change of course, and I am ‘easy’ with this; after all, ‘I don’t mind’,‘Either way I can enjoy’.

So I follow the direction of the justification character and take the way down the exit ramp and pass a decorative curved brick wall, and an image comes up in my mind, it is a memory of a sunny wall on a walk down to the beach from when I was a child. So I am suddenly aware of a memory experience that matches into this curved wall I am walking by, and my mind has come up with a substitute for what is here.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in this thought about ‘September’, and that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a character that wishes to take a walk down memory lane, and to relive experiences of the past, within which I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as the mind to fear to walk into and to avoid the ‘dangers’ of an un-pre-programmed reality.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let go of my physical enjoyment here through the word September through which I have generalized my specific experience and opened up a catalogue within my mind of similar situations in which I could identify myself within and as my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as the character of judgement to have made relationships towards the seasons of like and dislike in which process I have judged September as the opening month of the autumn season as one that ‘I’ especially like and have judged as a landmark in my mind as something ‘good’ that I like, that I prefer.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have made a character that prefers September out of an accepted and allowed positive judgement comparison and separation from the seasons of the year.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist not in and as the physical world but instead in a world of relationships of judgements that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself by and in each one of them.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect September with reminders of the winter together with reminders of the dwindling sun.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect physicality to mortality, hence I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to initiate a fear of death character within reminders of my physicality through feeling cool air on my skin and the word September.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect September with a poet character through reading poetry and allowing myself to be moved and to be the movements of energy of regret and longing that have been expressed in poems of September.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have judged myself as good within having a special relationship to nature and the seasons and for not realizing that standing thus I am in separation from the physicality and what is here not as physicality but as energy within fear of loss as regret and longing and as hope and as superiority to others.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to store within the word September a mass of energy relationships that I have accepted and allowed so that September is not just simply the name of a month on the calendar, but a multiple trigger of my own consent for me to walk the programs of the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this is life that I am apparently living within these memory experience scenarios of my mind that I have accepted and allowed myself as judgement to have chosen my own preferred reality and in consequence to have avoided and to have censored my own un-preferred reality in my mind, rather than seeing and realizing that I am here in physicality as life.

 

I commit myself to explore this judgement character from which the September preference character has formed.

 

 

 

 

Changing the Character of the World

 

The Quantum Mind
This series is for a serious student that cares about LIFE and endeavour to understand how creation functions in fact in specific details.

 

 It is my Opinion  see also the Opinion Character

Journey to Life Day100: Giving it your All – 100% Life Commitment

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

 

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

 

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
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Desteni.org

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~ by adamsblogs on September 14, 2012.

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