Day 107: Let’s Pretend I Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize and understand the motives and intentions of this daydream character to only play games with the experience of me as energy, of Let’s Pretend, I Change. 

 

The I am Weary character, not just tired, but Weary. Weary contains this justification, ok I’ve pushed it along a bit, therefore I have a right to rest, it is after all only natural, and besides, that fuzzy feeling that is in my mind, that will clear, but only take it easy, get cozy, just lie down and drift away, it feels so nice yes that’s it, cool, I could lie down and simply breathe and stop the mind, cool.

These are just some of my own enchantments and justifications, self seductions of the weariness that seems to be about to overwhelm me, like giving up to the mind could be such a positive experience, and then the daydreamer is back.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this ‘I am Weary’ thought as who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize and see the pattern of the day dreamer within this thought.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the day dream character within the thought that ‘as I’ve pushed myself’ in various ways, that now it would be only natural to have a ‘little’ break and let myself to be reabsorbed into the system of the mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this word of Weary to contain my justification to return into the unreal world of fantasy and day dream. I forgive myself that I have deliberately kept a back door open for this day dream world in which my hidden intention is to return into this belief that I am energy and therefore can and will eventually be tired and weary, and will need to reconstitute myself as mind, so that I can play another day within this game of ‘Let’s pretend, I change’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed within my mind, both I ‘tried’ and ‘tried’ and I am ‘tired’ within ‘now I am Weary’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect I am Weary to a positive experience of who I am as one who ‘tried’ but eventually ‘gave in’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a character part within the movie called ‘The one who tried and tried but had to in the end, give in’. Starring me; such tragedy, before a well ‘earned’ rest. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within my mind a scenario in which I welcome me back into the arms of my mind as the hero of a film of one who really tried, so hard, but now was Weary, and so ready and prepared to forgive myself for giving in.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize and understand the motives and intentions of this daydream character to only play games with the experience of me as energy, of Let’s Pretend, I Change.

 

I commit myself to Actual Change.

 

 

 

 

 

Changing the Character of the World

 

 It is my Opinion  see also the Opinion Character

Journey to Life Day100: Giving it your All – 100% Life Commitment

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

 

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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~ by adamsblogs on August 12, 2012.

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