Day 99: The Give Up Character 4

 

Stepping through the overwhelming into the specific.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by fear and shame in walking this and to not allow myself to see that I am using fear and shame as if they are valid excuses and justifications for me to consider postponing walking this or actually giving up on myself in walking this.

I commit myself to release this anxiety character that I have accepted and allowed myself to introduce into this walk at this stage. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by fear of being judged of being bad or wrong and of fearing my own judgements of myself as bad and wrong within this characters that I have accepted and allowed myself to play.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself justify giving up on facing these characters through giving validity to fear and to shame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the validity that I give to things such as these emotions will make them real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the validity that I give to things such as ‘good’ and ‘bad’ will make these values real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect these characters from exposure because I have judged them to be bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear exposure of the characters that I have judged as bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect the character that I have accepted and allowed as me as good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the good character gives to me validity within the group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I expose the characters that I have judged as bad then I will not be able to protect myself within and as this character as good, and therefore I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the loss of my validity within the group through walking through and exposing characters that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge as bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the day dreaming character as bad, because within it I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘giving up on reality’ as ‘bad’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the cheating character as bad, because within it I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on self honesty and integrity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the liar character as bad, because within it I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on self honesty and integrity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘self-honesty’ as ‘good’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach to ‘self honesty’ a value of the mind as ‘good’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge ‘integrity’ as ‘good’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach to ‘integrity’ a value of the mind as ‘good’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the liar character as bad, because within it I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on self honesty and integrity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge giving up on self honesty and on integrity as ‘bad’.

The choice is always the same; Actual Physical Life, or protect myself as an experience of energy as mind.

And so I commit myself to walk.

How to approach this.  Step by step, and breathe.

Changing the Character of the World

 It is my Opinion

Journey to Life Day100: Giving it your All – 100% Life Commitment

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

 

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

AND…Check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

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~ by adamsblogs on August 1, 2012.

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