Day 92: I Don’t Know, as ‘Who I Am’

 

This hesitation experience, it is like a half breath, an interrupted breath, where in moving towards this action of writing, a fear cuts in, and I have accepted and allowed myself to go into an immediate suspension of my certainty, and I am back into the blank domain of ‘but’ and then ‘I don’t Know’ and I am facing once again my habitual respect of self mind-control.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this authority within my mind to act in place of me to inter-fear, to place this fear between, and to interrupt, to rupture and to break, the process of my breathing life in physical reality.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stop before a notice in my mind that says that ‘I Don’t Know’ and therefore in Not Knowing, to not proceed with life, but instead to wait while energy accumulates and then to go elsewhere.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within my mind to have accepted and allowed this Knowing in my mind as if it were a battery that if removed would stop all action, and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be as a robotic zombie that is dependent on a go-ahead dictated by the mind and as some character that I have accepted and allowed to act for me instead me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become dependent on the energy that is generated by reactions in the programs that I have accepted and allowed as me.

 

When and as I face this character of I Don’t Know I recognize the possession that I have accepted and allowed within and as this character, it being as if that ‘I Don’t Know, Who I Am’. So that in stating words such as ‘me’, and ’myself’ and I; I am standing in a starting point of doubt, and so I breathe, I do accept myself to participate in this doubt as who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with doubt as to who I am when obviously all the time it is and has been that who I am is Here; and so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this character of I Don’t Know as a blank slate within my mind to be as both a screen and what is obvious at once.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to face the obvious because it is direct and there is no room here for myself as mind to interfere and to manage the perception, so that I can be as Knowledge in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in this experience of who I am as doubt when it is obvious that who I am is Here.

 

I commit myself to not suppress this certainty that I am Here. I commit myself to not participate in this doubt as fear as knowledge of myself as me in separation from myself as Here.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Changing the Character of the World

 It is my Opinion

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

 

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

 

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
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Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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~ by adamsblogs on July 23, 2012.

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