Day 91: Exploring the Defense of ‘I Don’t Know’

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the ‘I Don’t Know’-thought into a truth – in terms of a total acceptance and allowance of a very ‘limited’ version of myself as the Mind – not realizing that I can in fact change the limitation, simply by putting the effort in – investigating, exploring and walking.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react immediately by giving up as soon as the blank slate experience manifests within my conscious mind because I have given to this experience a negative value of energy, which I accept myself to immediately avoid.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this blank slate/ ‘I Don’t Know’ experience is a character that I have accepted and allowed as me that personifies my own avoidance.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize and see that in acceptance and allowance of this character possession to act for me as who I am, that within this I have given to it absolute authority so that in going into ‘I Don’t Know’, I do not question why it is that behind this I feel absolutely ‘right’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this ‘I Don’t Know’ character within my mind is a character that I cannot possibly investigate or deconstruct or explore because I have accepted and allowed this character to act for me and to possess me in my mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize this character of ‘I Don’t Know’ as an excuse and a justification to ‘back me up’ in being right as I ‘do not know what I have done’, then I cannot be responsible for the actions that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘carry out’ within this physical existence that has led to the consequences that I see around me.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program into my living flesh this justification of ‘I Don’t Know’ into my physical as ‘back-me-up’ into the muscles of the shoulders that I have used to communicate this ‘I Don’t Know’ in the form of a shrug, and at the same time to protect myself as characters that I accept and I allow myself to ‘not face’, because I accept and allow myself to interpret within my mind the possibility of change to be as a form of attack.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when this character of ‘I Don’t Know’ appears that it is because another character is vulnerable to attack.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect the characters that I have accepted and allowed within my mind by calling on the character of ‘I Don’t Know’ to back-me-up.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react with ‘righteous’ anger and to blame an other that they have ‘got-my-back-up’ when I see in fear a danger that a character will become exposed, and may no longer dwell within my secret mind.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in righteous anger as a reaction in and as myself to protect this character of ‘I Don’t Know’ when I suspect an other being within my world to be unconvinced and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I exert this anger on an other, or express this anger then they must immediately stop, and ‘leave off’ and ‘get-off-my-back’.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react immediately by giving up as soon as the blank slate experience manifests within my conscious mind because I have hidden within this experience a charge of energy, as anger which I accept myself to immediately avoid.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in fear of anger  in this character of ‘I don’t Know’, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize and understand that this anger at myself is there because I am not convinced  that this character of I Don’t Know is real.

 

I commit myself to realize and see and understand how I have programmed in the physical the self interest consciousness of ego in the form of characters and characters in the defense of characters in which I see this ‘shield’ of ‘righteousness’ in my ‘right’ ‘should–er’ that ‘covers’ my ‘back’ of my ‘unconscious’ mind, and ‘carries’ ‘arms’. I commit myself to free my physical of this consciousness illusion so that I can live this physical as me and as the physical live all as me as one and equal.

 

 

 

 

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 It is my Opinion

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~ by adamsblogs on July 23, 2012.

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