Day 88: Fear Character

 

The question of what is my relation to existence, I mean what could be a more simple question that that? And how could I have lived a life in which never such a question had been raised? When I look at this I can see that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept that this relationship has already been defined for me, and this is why the question seems so new and fresh to me, and within this I see that my relation to existence has been that who I am in it has already been defined. That was my decision, and yet it was a decision in which I accepted and allowed myself to close the doors to who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am has been defined for me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within this to believe that I am not responsible for who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to this belief that who I am has been defined for me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within this to define myself as not responsible for who I am.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear responsibility as me and through this fear have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am has already been defined for me, so that I do not have to recognize or experience this fear that I have accepted and allowed as who I am in relation to existence.

 

I commit myself to let go of and to release this experience of fear that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed by and to be directed by. I commit myself to realize and understand that within accepting and allowing myself to be possessed by and directed by this fear I have made this fear into my god that rules my life, and pervades my world, so that my relation to existence becomes my relation to myself as fear, enslaved to fear.

 

I commit myself to realize responsibility as who I am within and as existence.

I commit myself to walk through fear experience in breath.

 

I commit myself to walk into the simple realization of that I am here in this physical breath in this physical air in this physical body in these physical clothes and these physical shoes in this physical land with physical beings in and as this physical existence, as the physical as what I am.

 

 

 

Changing the Character of the World

 It is my Opinion

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

 

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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~ by adamsblogs on July 19, 2012.

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