Day 86: Sociability and the Chameleon

 

 

Seeing how I have accepted and allowed myself as this chameleon character on so many occasions, I realize that I have justified it in myself as ‘flexibility’ and ‘mutability’ in a kind of a slippery game in which I actually stand back and watch this character in action. Who is this character that looks on while the chameleon does his stuff? I realize that here I stand in fear of being and becoming in the world of meeting others, a point of stability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear stability within me and as me when I interact with others in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I might cause reactions in others if I do not wear the character suit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I might cause discomfort in an other if I stand as me and not respond.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear some kind of conflict if I do not act the part or speak the script.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the thought of ‘now I should be sociable’ is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid the ‘social’ situation, because I fear possession by Chameleon, and within that, fear of losing my stability in me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to realize and see and thus not see, that within this I am responsible, that I have actually willingly and deliberately abandoned my stability in me, at the trigger point of ‘now I should be sociable’ as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look behind these words of ‘now I should be sociable’ such as ‘therefore’ and behind that, what?

I commit myself to find the starting point, the thought behind all this.

I commit myself to see and realize and understand forgive correct release this Chameleon Character design as me.

I commit myself through writing, self forgiveness self commitment to walk this process of strengthening establishing and manifesting and realizing stability as me as Equality and Oneness as what is best for all.

Continuing next blog..

 

 

 

 

Changing the Character of the World

 It is my Opinion

4 Count Breath as Emergency Tool of Self-Support

Catch up on:

Heaven’s Journey To Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life


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Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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~ by adamsblogs on July 17, 2012.

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