Day 82: Character of Shame 4

A shame and judgement blame and fear Self definition stupidity loop

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and to become the character of shame.

I commit myself to deconstruct this character of shame and to release it for me and for all as me, recognizing it to consist of pain and experience of suffering in the mind, an experience of being transfixed while at the same time being eaten alive by my own self righteous judgement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to look and see inside myself at who I am and who I have become.

I commit myself to stay within and as myself as breath and I direct myself to not allow this experience of fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to something that I’ve done.

I commit myself within and as this realization: that who I am is who I am as breath within and as the physical as substance and that what I do is a reflection of a decision of who I have accepted and allowed myself to be in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge what I have done in separation from myself as something that is bad and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to what I’ve done as something that is bad, and I forgive myself that I have then accepted and allowed myself to feel bad as what I have accepted and allowed myself to become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that what I have done has been a mistake because in making the decision to do what I have done has been not in assistance or support of who I am or in assistance or support of any other as me.

I commit myself to debunk at all times this energy polarity of right and wrong and whenever it appears within my life to stop and breath and remind myself that I am here, that in what is best for all there is only assistance and support towards assistance and support, here now regardless of what may or may not have happened in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing this character of self that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in to be and to become, the object of my own self judgement as bad as I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to this bad thing that I have done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I also play the character of righteousness that makes these judgements of me according to what I have done.

I commit myself to breath by breath and step by step to learn and prove to me that I can direct myself and as I do so I relinquish back to me my own authority in equality and oneness with and as myself and as I do so I correct and realign this energy to return to substance as my self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing and recognizing this character of self righteousness as who I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and to become and through fear of my responsibility in this I have projected and put this onto other characters around me in my world who I then expect to blame me with their judgements of who I am as bad, defining me according to this bad thing that I’ve done.

I commit myself to recognize all beings in life as one and equal to myself and as myself in substance and reality and therefore from this point I terminate all character wars that I have instigated within and as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this denial of my responsibility within this game of characters to become not only my projections onto other beings around me but in my mind as backchat characters that blame me with their judgements of who I am as bad, defining me according to this bad thing that I’ve done.

I commit myself to stop this backchat in my mind and to not participate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to out of fear of facing me as this definition of who I am as bad according to this judgement that I have both accepted and then denied was me according to this bad thing that I’ve done that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a fake reality in which I did not do this bad thing that I’ve done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to out of fear of facing me as this definition of who I am as bad according to this judgement that I have both accepted and then denied was me according to this bad thing that I’ve done that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in desperation as the character of blame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and to become the character of blame that shifts the judgements I have made of me on to other beings around me as characters of badness on whom I wish to impress the experience of shame instead of me so that I can feel better about myself even though I know inside that it is all a lie.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and to become the character of blame that wishes to cause in other beings experience of fear and guilt and of regret and to accept the righteous definitions of my judgement to be imposed on them by me, so that I can return to this experience of myself as right and good even though I know inside that it is all a lie.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe experience of fear, of guilt and of regret as something that is real in me instead of realizing that this is all what I have accepted and allowed in this relationship that I have made towards myself as I participated in and then became this character of shame.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie in order to protect myself from being forced to see an image of myself that I made in judgement of myself and then believed was real.

I commit myself to stopping this stupidity loop right here through which I have accepted and allowed this group of characters as me in systematic spite and conflict as the mind and energy in service of the needs of consciousness as separated energy awareness to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abandon my integrity to play this character game and having done this could no longer comprehend or understand exactly what it was I threw away, but all the time I knew it was something of great value and something round which I had a sense of shame.

I commit myself to through breath and self forgiveness walk with me from out of this experience of energy and come to understand again the meaning of integrity as equality and oneness with myself and all as me as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and feel ashamed I did not stand up and stand by me as who I am in those moments that I knew I had the choice.

I commit myself to stopping this participation in thoughts, and to walk my beingness into the physical in equality and oneness and live an expression that will bring forth a world of living actual life where all acts in support of all as a total expression of what is best for all.

I commit myself to through staying with myself as breath and as the physical to walk this process through, to release these characters that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in to be and to become, with writing out and self-forgiveness, self commitment Here to realign myself with equality and oneness and what is best for all so that I can move with life.

REMEMBER THE TRUTH

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~ by adamsblogs on July 12, 2012.

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