Day 69: I Am Here, I Think

I made a short vlog, which I use in conjunction with today’s blog to assist and support myself in these points:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and to become fear as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from me as fear and to accept and to allow myself as less than it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a future world within my mind so that I can check this who I am within it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than who I am when I compare myself to an image that I have made of me within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that who I find myself to be when I express myself will not be perfect as I am within this picture in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be and to become a constant judgement process in my mind.

Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the judgement that I expect to come when I express this who I am because I cannot conceive of beingness different from this process of what I have accepted and allowed this beingness to be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear this who I am as life because as fear as energy as conscious mind I cannot comprehend/predict/control what Life may actually be when it emerges Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that in and as this fear of who I am as life that I have created me as a performance of an image of myself of who I wish myself to be according to this image in my mind attempting to equalize myself to symbols, constructs, energetic networks, simulations of what life should be according to this consciousness that I have accepted and allowed as director of this film of me.

I welcome in my physical to not accept this bullshit of my mind.

I stand bedside this pain and welcome what it shows me that I must break out of this possession of self interest in which all I see is who I am towards and what it is towards this me.

I commit myself to this emergence of myself as life.

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

7 Year Journey to Life @ Facebook
http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

AND…Check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

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~ by adamsblogs on June 29, 2012.

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