Day 65: Shopping Experience

 

Looking through racks of second-hand paperbacks and DVD’s, I realize that in fact there is not a single book or film I want to buy. That’s simple, so I leave the shop. But not so simple, because in the movement in my body to turn around and go I have accepted me to be directed by this negative experience of frustration.

 

Frustrated that I do not allow myself this energy experience?

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become anger in the veiled form of frustration, to become for a moment a wave of sulkiness, through which I have accepted and allowed this impulse in my legs to go. Rather than just simply walking away from this selection of energy experience, I am accepting and allowing temptation to utilize regret and disappointment that I did not get my way in order to re-energize myself and stay within the bounds of my addiction. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into reaction with myself in relation to this act of self-direction. Even though I’m morphing in a sense from one being to another, I walk out of the shop by any means, and breathe.

 

 

 

 

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life  blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

AND…Check the e-bookstore as well as FREE downloads at Eqafe.com

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~ by adamsblogs on June 24, 2012.

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