Day 65: Shopping Experience
Looking through racks of second-hand paperbacks and DVD’s, I realize that in fact there is not a single book or film I want to buy. That’s simple, so I leave the shop. But not so simple, because in the movement in my body to turn around and go I have accepted me to be directed by this negative experience of frustration.
Frustrated that I do not allow myself this energy experience?
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become anger in the veiled form of frustration, to become for a moment a wave of sulkiness, through which I have accepted and allowed this impulse in my legs to go. Rather than just simply walking away from this selection of energy experience, I am accepting and allowing temptation to utilize regret and disappointment that I did not get my way in order to re-energize myself and stay within the bounds of my addiction. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into reaction with myself in relation to this act of self-direction. Even though I’m morphing in a sense from one being to another, I walk out of the shop by any means, and breathe.
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