Day 48: Self Resistance Program 535

 

Self Resistance program 535:

If I were to blog today, it’d be a bunch of self-dishonest shit.

 

So who am I towards and as this shit?

 

Who am I towards and as my self-dishonesty that I have accepted and allowed, within some future that I made up in my mind?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make a future me that has no self-direction so that I can justify me giving up my self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek out some excuse to make it seem ok to give up on my self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek a positive reward as energy as who I am to feel ok that I give up on my self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program me to walk into a program where before I face a lump of shit as me I give up on my self- support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the validity of my excuse within a representation of myself as scrupulous self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek a positive reward as energy as who I am in this self image of myself as scrupulous self-honesty, while all the time I’m coming from the starting point of giving up on self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that in accepting this excuse that I am in fact accepting self-dishonesty, in which I see myself as less than facing who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge this issue of my self-dishonesty by connecting to it ready charged up shit to justify avoidance so that I can give up on my self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself repulsive as a lump of shit so that I can justify my giving up on self-support of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek a negative reward as energy as who I am as spite towards myself so that I can justify my giving up on self-support of me.

 

 

I commit myself to live and breathe and walk in constant self-support, through constant writing, constant self-forgiveness, and constant self-correction and push aside these programs of resistance that I have accepted and allowed as sabotage of me.

 

See these blogs:

Heaven’s Journey to Life

Creation’s Journey to Life

Earth’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life  blogs

Desteni.org

Equalmoney.org

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~ by adamsblogs on June 7, 2012.

One Response to “Day 48: Self Resistance Program 535”

  1. “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek a negative reward as energy as who I am as spite towards myself so that I can justify my giving up on self-support of me.” Exactly, fascinating that it is STILL an energetic experience giving up as it only exists in the mind.

    Thanks for sharing, Adam – supportive

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