Day 28: Within me and Without me

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live within denial that whatever I do/accept/allow within me – manifests in/as the without as me, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to take responsibility for Life on Earth as me, but have acted and behaved so that I can continue to dwell within this illusion of myself as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so preoccupied and distracted within my relationship making processes of energy that I have not allowed myself to see realize and understand,  “that every moment that I create friction – that friction transform into energy within me, and at the same time resonates its nature within and through substance/existence as me that is my equality and oneness.”

– see Heaven’s Journey 11, and 12   and The Secret of Breath

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the experience of ‘hope’, the experience of ‘superiority’, the experience of ‘love’, the experience of ‘winning’, the experience of ‘righteousness’, that I have become within relationships, the experience ‘of’ myself, ‘towards’, when all the time I have been burning off my own substance so as to generate positive energy for the requirements of a machine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship towards my very own negativity experience of myself as ‘unfortunate’ or ‘tragic’, or ‘caused by others’, and through my preoccupation with that, have not allowed myself to see realize and understand that this negativity experience of myself is not ‘unfortunate’, or ‘tragic’, or a point of blame, but a deliberate and intrinsic function of the system that I have accepted and allowed myself to be, as the down-stroke into the substance of me, through which I create energy.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize and understand that these energetic values of ‘love’, ’hope’, ’righteousness’, ‘winning’, are all justifications of the same positive energy, which is really a required stream of energy for the system to satisfy its basic program to survive.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize and understand that the negativity towards myself as part of this system that I have accepted myself to be ripples into the outer world of who I am as consequence in breath by breath so that I have accepted and allowed for all the world hostility and conflict and abuse, all so that I can keep this experience of me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize and understand that the positivity towards myself as part of the system who I am, that I have become, means that I accept and allow all righteousness, all hope, all superiority, all competition, all spirituality, all business of white light across the world, all part of the system, so that I can keep within this system as this experience of myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize and understand that in accepting and allowing myself within and as this energy that I accept it thus for all across the world as me.

 

 

see: Heaven’s Journey to Life

and: Creation’s Journey to Life

And other Journey to Life  blogs

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~ by adamsblogs on May 15, 2012.

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