Day 20: Resonating-I-Stance
I forgive myself that I am accepting and allowing myself to be within the lie of this belief of me, this resonating-I-stance that cannot live.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to reach out for this memory of me that I have been, and sort to bring it here to represent myself while I am absent, so that I can fool myself that I am real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make-believe this memory of myself as something real.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make-believe of me that I am something limited and defined, as something I have found and lost, as something that existed once, as something that has been and so can be, as if I could project this self of me instead of who I am.
All I am is here, this breath, and this breath here is all I am.
And so in this I remember to remind myself to come back here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe for a moment that I do not need this self support of me, and in that moment slipped into some avenue of quantum time as mind and image in which I look to charge myself and increase what I am and add to what I seem to be.
How long is that moment? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the judgement in my mind as me that claims to know how long a moment is, or what is long or short or wide or deep in space, when all I am is here.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to understand and realize that what I see allow accept as being ‘a moment’ is measured only by the judgements of my mind.
I commit myself to understand and realize this moment here of self support of me as breath.
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